All I could think is that we're old enough to smoke without hiding it from our parents, why does it cut me so much? And going from 19 to 20 doesn't feel nearly as good as going from 9 to 10. Then I was growing up, now I'm just growing old ( Read more... )

Occasionally going in blind is the safest way to do something. What do you call a muse that doesn't have any knowledge of it's own power ( Read more... )

Take a straight ( Read more... )

Never expect it to feel any better ( Read more... )

Maybe I've been going about this all wrong. Not really wrong, but it has to be this way sometimes ( Read more... )

straight razor windmills, too many secrets and private conversations. Will power lost on this false teleportation with all encompassing nausea. Light between the bridges, I erased it forever. Stomach knots and bullshit bullshit bullshit. The plot never thickens. In fact it is not a q and a g combined. Cigarette seemed oddly out of place as ( Read more... )

Icarus had the right idea ( Read more... )

Sometimes there is nothing better to do than sit somewhere up high and watch the shadows of clouds pass over the landscape. Watching patches of light and dark as they shift over hills and mountains. A sunlit meadow on top of a mountain looks like heaven when you're five miles away ( Read more... )

The face in the stapler is cold square metal, reflective. It doesn't sound anything like the heartbeat of the day. Don't make any of this meaningful. Might as well be an island on this mountain. I turned it up almost as loud as it would go and it was as if I had never heard the song before. Everything was more important and much much clearer ( Read more... )

I want to write many things but all I have are tired eyes and a thousand hazy pictures in the back of my mind. It's a crime to cage a bird that sings so beautifully. Some things you should know (I start to write and it's like the first time). I ripped a hole in my back pocket trying to fit in a book that was much too large for it. That is ( Read more... )