The Heartbreak ( Part 3)
Author:Ro-chan~
Pairing:Yamachii, Yamajima, Chinen Yuri x OC
Rating:pg-13
Summary:Chinen has always love Yamada but what if Yamada just see him as a little brother?
As days by days and it turn to weeks by weeks, it seem that our little squirrel Chinen Yuri somehow have spend his time more with John Cech. Well we look into his mind ofcourse he is thinking that it would be better to spend his time with John Cech than felt hurt because of the lovey dovey moment of Yamada Ryosuke and Nakajima Yuto that he could see it almost every second, minute and time infront of his eyes. Spending his time with John Cech he felt like he can tell everything to him and it also fun because the latter is quite an understanding person but still his love problems he didn’t tell it yet.But still sometimes he would spend his time with his beloved Yamada Ryosuke. If the latter invite him to go somewhere he ofcourse would accept it and his their time with all of his heart. But there sre times when the Yamada Ryosuke invitation he would reject it. Reasons behind it is in the little squirrel heart. The little squirrel doesn’t want to feel hurt anymore and he thinks that ‘if Ryosuke happy then I should be happy for him’ so that’s why he sometimes rejected the chubby cheeked boy invitation. First he plans to reject Yamada Ryosuke invitation seldomly and the count would be increase as he wanted to slowly forget the handsome boy and so that Yamada Ryosuke wouldn’t be noticed of it.
While on Yamada Ryosuke side he could felt that his bestfriend Chinen Yuri have been slowly distanced from himself. Even a baka buta he is, still he could feel it. Eventhough Yamada Ryosuke spend his time with Nakajima Yuto but still he would always thinks about the little squirrel Chinen Yuri. He would think things like why did Chinen Yuri sometimes reject his invitation to go out together although he thinks maybe the little squirrel is doing it so that he can spend more of his times with Nakajima Yuto but still he can’t accept it because he thinks ‘ I need him too’. When he thinks like that, another thing come up from his mind, that is this newfound friend of Chinen Yuri. He thought to himself ‘ who is this friend? and why didn’t he tell me about it? Isn’t he always tell me about everything?’. These thought has been playing inside his mind. The Chinen Yuri that Yamada Ryosuke knows is always telling him about everything event that is happening to himself. With the thought of ‘why he didn’t tell me about this new friend of his even when we go out together? He didn’t even mention about it’ in his mind somehow a conclusion has been made hastily that is the little cute boy has a doubt about trust in their friendship although they would trust each other usually. These thought has made him felt uncomfortable in his heart so then he ask Chinen Yuri himself about this where the setting is in the dressing room where they have finished having a photoshoot for the next month boy band magazine.
“Chinen” Yamada called.
“hmmm… doushitano Ryosuke?” Chinen Yuri said with a smile on his face.
“anoo… you know I felt that you have been emm… somewhat distanced from me?”
“why you said that Ryosuke?” said Chinen Yuri but in his mind ‘how could he even think about that? isn’t he always a baka!!!’
“well you somehow have been rejected me sometimes when I invite you to go out together and you didn’t even invite me to go out. Before you would always accept whenever I asked.” Explain Yamada Ryosuke.
“it is for you Ryosuke. So that you would spend more time with Yutti you know?” Chinen Yuri said eventhough he himself hate what he just said.
“ah soukka” Yamada Ryosuke said and that has make the little squirrel relieved a little.
“but still you are my bestfriend I also need to spend my time with you, you know that right?I cannot let you be alone” Yamada Ryosuke said.
“hahaha don’t be silly Ryosuke.I am not alone.”
“I didn’t think it is silly Chinen. Aaahhh I think you really didn’t get alone because of your new friend huh?” Yamada Ryosuke said with a sarcasm tone.
“huh new friend?” a frowned on Chinen Yuri face. But then he realized it is John Cech his new friend is ‘but what is it that make Ryosuke like this that related to him?’ Chinen Yuri thought.
“Yes your new friend. Don’t play dumb Chinen!!! The friend that you didn’t tell me about him!!!”
“why should I ? he just a new friend.” Chinen Yuri try to said calmly but his heart started to clench because of Yamada Ryosuke high voice to him. Indeed Yamada Ryosuke has never spoke with a high voice to the cute boy. So that’s why when the older boy scream at him with a high voice he felt like crying.
“why should you?! You said! We have always tell each other. You have always tell me about whatever happen to you before even a new friend it is!! That’s why I think you have a doubt in our trust in this friendship. So if you didn’t trust me anymore what are we bestfriend for. I think we shouldn’t be bestfriend anymore Chinen”
“damn you Ryosuke, it’s just a small matter don’t make it big!!!” Chinen Yuri said while trying to hold back his tears that started to form.
“small matter for you but not for me Chinen! So tell me why you didn’t tell me about your new friend huh?!”
“it’s just that… just that aaahhh!!! Damn you Ryosuke!!!” Chinen Yuri said. Then he left the dressing room while tears have started to fall from his beautiful eyes.
The little squirrel just run and run while his tears keep falling. He just keep running even when that time the rain has started to fall. He just run while he mumbled to himself “it is just a damn small matter Ryosuke why did you need to scream at me like that? It’s not like that I don’t want to tell about John. If you know John and when I reject your invitation to go out together is that I’ve made a promise to go out with John. Then, you would ask me where are we going and what I spoke about with him, Ryosuke. Then I had no choice but to tell you about everything . But how can I told you that I go to him when I’ve a problem? It’s not that I don’t want to go to you when I’ve a problem but how can I if my problem is about you? so how can I consult to you about it? So that’s why I don’t want you to know about him Ryosuke”
The little boy keep running until he found a bench in a park. He sit at the park while his tears continuosly falling. He kept crying until he felt that it is enough and he need to stop to cry. So then he decided to call for John Cech when his mind has started to become clear.
“uhh it’s so cold. I think I should call John now I need him now”
And so Chinen Yuri called for John Cech.
“hello?”
“ahh John can you pick me up?”
“ehh just where are you Chii, why did I hear a noise at the background? It sounds like rain. Ah! Are you at outside? Get somewhere you can shelter yourself Chii” said John Cech. But Chinen just somehow a little smile curved on his face as he thought ‘ how clumsy and silly can this guy be? At least he care about me’
“ahhh too much questions just come here at the park that I meet you don’t worry about me. I just want to feel the rain until you come…..”
“ehhh but… he hung up. I’ve got to hurry now!”
On Yamada Ryosuke side, the chubby cheeked boy just somehow surprised because he somehow see some tears fall down from the little cute boy face as the boy run out of the dressing room. ‘aaahhh I’ve done it know’ he thought to himself while he messing his hair by using both of his hands and somehow he felt tears are started to form in his eyes.
A/N: So i have post three parts of this story. but still it has more to go. this update is for Nina-chan~. otanjoubi omedeto...
Pairing:Yamachii, Yamajima, Chinen Yuri x OC
Rating:pg-13
Summary:Chinen has always love Yamada but what if Yamada just see him as a little brother?
As days by days and it turn to weeks by weeks, it seem that our little squirrel Chinen Yuri somehow have spend his time more with John Cech. Well we look into his mind ofcourse he is thinking that it would be better to spend his time with John Cech than felt hurt because of the lovey dovey moment of Yamada Ryosuke and Nakajima Yuto that he could see it almost every second, minute and time infront of his eyes. Spending his time with John Cech he felt like he can tell everything to him and it also fun because the latter is quite an understanding person but still his love problems he didn’t tell it yet.But still sometimes he would spend his time with his beloved Yamada Ryosuke. If the latter invite him to go somewhere he ofcourse would accept it and his their time with all of his heart. But there sre times when the Yamada Ryosuke invitation he would reject it. Reasons behind it is in the little squirrel heart. The little squirrel doesn’t want to feel hurt anymore and he thinks that ‘if Ryosuke happy then I should be happy for him’ so that’s why he sometimes rejected the chubby cheeked boy invitation. First he plans to reject Yamada Ryosuke invitation seldomly and the count would be increase as he wanted to slowly forget the handsome boy and so that Yamada Ryosuke wouldn’t be noticed of it.
While on Yamada Ryosuke side he could felt that his bestfriend Chinen Yuri have been slowly distanced from himself. Even a baka buta he is, still he could feel it. Eventhough Yamada Ryosuke spend his time with Nakajima Yuto but still he would always thinks about the little squirrel Chinen Yuri. He would think things like why did Chinen Yuri sometimes reject his invitation to go out together although he thinks maybe the little squirrel is doing it so that he can spend more of his times with Nakajima Yuto but still he can’t accept it because he thinks ‘ I need him too’. When he thinks like that, another thing come up from his mind, that is this newfound friend of Chinen Yuri. He thought to himself ‘ who is this friend? and why didn’t he tell me about it? Isn’t he always tell me about everything?’. These thought has been playing inside his mind. The Chinen Yuri that Yamada Ryosuke knows is always telling him about everything event that is happening to himself. With the thought of ‘why he didn’t tell me about this new friend of his even when we go out together? He didn’t even mention about it’ in his mind somehow a conclusion has been made hastily that is the little cute boy has a doubt about trust in their friendship although they would trust each other usually. These thought has made him felt uncomfortable in his heart so then he ask Chinen Yuri himself about this where the setting is in the dressing room where they have finished having a photoshoot for the next month boy band magazine.
“Chinen” Yamada called.
“hmmm… doushitano Ryosuke?” Chinen Yuri said with a smile on his face.
“anoo… you know I felt that you have been emm… somewhat distanced from me?”
“why you said that Ryosuke?” said Chinen Yuri but in his mind ‘how could he even think about that? isn’t he always a baka!!!’
“well you somehow have been rejected me sometimes when I invite you to go out together and you didn’t even invite me to go out. Before you would always accept whenever I asked.” Explain Yamada Ryosuke.
“it is for you Ryosuke. So that you would spend more time with Yutti you know?” Chinen Yuri said eventhough he himself hate what he just said.
“ah soukka” Yamada Ryosuke said and that has make the little squirrel relieved a little.
“but still you are my bestfriend I also need to spend my time with you, you know that right?I cannot let you be alone” Yamada Ryosuke said.
“hahaha don’t be silly Ryosuke.I am not alone.”
“I didn’t think it is silly Chinen. Aaahhh I think you really didn’t get alone because of your new friend huh?” Yamada Ryosuke said with a sarcasm tone.
“huh new friend?” a frowned on Chinen Yuri face. But then he realized it is John Cech his new friend is ‘but what is it that make Ryosuke like this that related to him?’ Chinen Yuri thought.
“Yes your new friend. Don’t play dumb Chinen!!! The friend that you didn’t tell me about him!!!”
“why should I ? he just a new friend.” Chinen Yuri try to said calmly but his heart started to clench because of Yamada Ryosuke high voice to him. Indeed Yamada Ryosuke has never spoke with a high voice to the cute boy. So that’s why when the older boy scream at him with a high voice he felt like crying.
“why should you?! You said! We have always tell each other. You have always tell me about whatever happen to you before even a new friend it is!! That’s why I think you have a doubt in our trust in this friendship. So if you didn’t trust me anymore what are we bestfriend for. I think we shouldn’t be bestfriend anymore Chinen”
“damn you Ryosuke, it’s just a small matter don’t make it big!!!” Chinen Yuri said while trying to hold back his tears that started to form.
“small matter for you but not for me Chinen! So tell me why you didn’t tell me about your new friend huh?!”
“it’s just that… just that aaahhh!!! Damn you Ryosuke!!!” Chinen Yuri said. Then he left the dressing room while tears have started to fall from his beautiful eyes.
The little squirrel just run and run while his tears keep falling. He just keep running even when that time the rain has started to fall. He just run while he mumbled to himself “it is just a damn small matter Ryosuke why did you need to scream at me like that? It’s not like that I don’t want to tell about John. If you know John and when I reject your invitation to go out together is that I’ve made a promise to go out with John. Then, you would ask me where are we going and what I spoke about with him, Ryosuke. Then I had no choice but to tell you about everything . But how can I told you that I go to him when I’ve a problem? It’s not that I don’t want to go to you when I’ve a problem but how can I if my problem is about you? so how can I consult to you about it? So that’s why I don’t want you to know about him Ryosuke”
The little boy keep running until he found a bench in a park. He sit at the park while his tears continuosly falling. He kept crying until he felt that it is enough and he need to stop to cry. So then he decided to call for John Cech when his mind has started to become clear.
“uhh it’s so cold. I think I should call John now I need him now”
And so Chinen Yuri called for John Cech.
“hello?”
“ahh John can you pick me up?”
“ehh just where are you Chii, why did I hear a noise at the background? It sounds like rain. Ah! Are you at outside? Get somewhere you can shelter yourself Chii” said John Cech. But Chinen just somehow a little smile curved on his face as he thought ‘ how clumsy and silly can this guy be? At least he care about me’
“ahhh too much questions just come here at the park that I meet you don’t worry about me. I just want to feel the rain until you come…..”
“ehhh but… he hung up. I’ve got to hurry now!”
On Yamada Ryosuke side, the chubby cheeked boy just somehow surprised because he somehow see some tears fall down from the little cute boy face as the boy run out of the dressing room. ‘aaahhh I’ve done it know’ he thought to himself while he messing his hair by using both of his hands and somehow he felt tears are started to form in his eyes.
A/N: So i have post three parts of this story. but still it has more to go. this update is for Nina-chan~. otanjoubi omedeto...