Title: Feeling’s Known
Genre: romance,fluff
Rating: pg-15
Pairing: Yamachii
“ ne... ryosuke~” Yuri approached me. I’m resting on the couch in the dressing room when he suddenly entered and come to me with his pouting lips. ‘He is so adorable’ I thought. He place his self on my laps normally while I hug him from behind.
“nani ga Yuri?” I replied.
“ I’m bored~” he said. He just sit on my laps while humming some Arashi song when I had an idea about how to spend my time this weekend.
“ne, Yuri”
“hm...?” he replied.
“do you have anything to do this weekend?”
“ermm no, I think I would just sleep and play games”
“ja how about we go out this weekend?”
“hontou?” he asked and I nodded.
“hontou da. We can go to amusement park, shopping, eat, what else? What do you want to do? Ah and if you want you can have a sleep over at my place.” when I said about sleep over his eyes is shining brightly.’ha ha... he is so adorable’ I thought.
“eh, I can have a sleep over?”
“yes”
“then where will we meet? At what time? ne ryosuke, ryosuke~”
“haha be patient can you Yuri? Hmmm...” I tried to think while he is looking expectantly.
“ja come to my house at 9 a.m with your clothes this Saturday, then we can go out after that”
“okay then I want to call my mom first about the sleep over ne ryosuke” he said while leaving my comfortable laps.
Well maybe I don’t say this but Chinen Yuri is my bestest friend. Are there any word more than bestest? If there are then that is what he is to me. My first impression of him is that he is a crybaby, narcissist, want everyone to give attention to him only, sharp tongue brat and maybe many more. But as I befriend with this cute little squirrel I get to know him more and my impression of him has changed. However he is still a narcissist but he is seriously kind-hearted, and eventually he really cared for the people around him although he has that sharp tongue. I still remember when I cried over something. Yuri, he saw me cried and sit beside me and suddenly he is crying. When I thought about that time why would he cry when I’m the one that is suffering. It is funny right. But I know myself at that time how he actually really cared for me, how I am actually a dear person to him that when he see me crying and he can do nothing about it, it hurt himself. At first I wanted to take care of him as I don’t want to see him crying again and just wanted him to smile always. Since then his smile is actually my light,my star and I spoiled him, giving him affection, pay for him when we’re going out and always facing his behaviour of spoiledness. As I spend more time with him I’ve realized that this affection that I give him has turned into something more than that and I know it is what they called love. When I see him smile, his cute way of laughing and his spoiledness towards me make my heart to thump faster, and nervous around him. That is why I tried to avoid him and become closer to yuto and dai-chan. But somehow his pouting face when I am not close to him as before was really affecting me and I can’t see him like that cause his smile is my light,my star. So what can I do other than try to pretend to be normal. Ha ha~ I just can’t let him be. I’m so pathetic.
Now that I think about my feeling I wanted to know what does he think of me? Does he have any feeling for me? I just don’t know. Although he always sweet towards me and give some hints but sometimes he is quite mean to me too. He always tease me and ofcourse I hate to be tease. If other member tease me I would really angry but just him I can’t get angry at. Well afterall he has a special place in my heart. His sweetness and his teasing making me confuse, did he love me or just a bestest friend in his eyes? I don’t know myself and even when I’m going to confess I just cannot imagine what if he reject me? Then would he still wanted to befriend with me? This kind of thing has always concerned me. Damn that friend zone.
The said day has arrived and we’re actually has arrived at the amusement park. Just after Yuri arrive and put his back at my place we straight go to the amusement park. He is wearing a very nice clothes making him look handsome,cute and beautiful altogether. Ugh why is he so perfect in many ways? We played many thing even the roller coaster and ferris wheel that is so high. Ugh... eventhough I’m afraid of height I just played the attractions because Yuri is so insistent to get me ride with him.The next one we’re going to is the haunted house.
“Yuri”
“hmm??”
“do you really wanted to enter the haunted house?”
“emmhmm, why? Are you afraid Ryosuke? Huh?” he challenged.
“no I’m not. Because I can see it. I’m scared when I can’t see it.” I said as a matter of fact.
“so let’s go” he said and when on leaving me behind. Huh this child.
So we entered the haunted house. At the beginning we really do not feel scared at all but somehow the atmosphere and the screaming sound make both of us nervous. While we’re walking slowly on the path there is something that suddenly appeared before us.
“ Ryosuke!!!” he shout my name and hiding behind me holding the my shirt tightly.
“ It’s okay Yuri. I’m here” I said but to tell the truth I myself really shocked when the ghost come out that I can’t scream and now I’m trying to be strong for him. We walked through that haunted house like that. When we’re walking I somehow can felt he tremble although he is hiding behind my back and so I give my hand to him without looking at him.
“Ryosuke?”
“Just hold my hand.” I said in a demanding tone. “I know that you’re trembling. Just believe me Okay?” I said while looking at him.
“ o-okay” he said holding my hand. I don’t know if this is just my imagination but I could see some tinge of pink on his soft cheeks but I just shrugged it off. So we end up finishing the journey of the haunted house in quite an awkward position as we just go through the haunted house like that.
“ who’s scared now?” I said when we’re going to buy some food.
“ mou~ I know, I know. I never thought that it would be that scary though”
“who’s brave?” I ask teasingly.
“me!” he said and then he run first leaving me while laughing and I run after him.
“Yuri!!!”
I’m chasing him like an idiot until we reach the food stalls to buy some food. After that we leave the amusement park and go shopping. I bought new jacket and I also bought some new clothes for him. Oh I’m so rich to treat him. Ha ha... I’m not. We then go to eat dinner and had some drink. We had yakiniku and beer. Oh how I love meat. When we are eating I secretly take a photo of him eating because the way he eat is actually really cute. How he savours the food is unexpectedly really cute and i just can’t resist to take a photo as a remembrance. Unfortunately only after some glasses Yuri looks like he already drunk so we on the way back home I had to drag him with me. His hand around my neck while leaning towards me i bring him back slowly. When we’re going out of the diner it’s already raining so as I drag him we’re actually getting wet and I quickly find a taxi to bring us to my place. The taxi stopped we get off from the taxi. When we arrived there the rain has slowly subsided. We still need to walk for some minute though before can arrived to my house. Since it is quiet and no one around I thought it is okay to piggyback Yuri and so I did. When I piggyback him i can feel his breath on my neck and it is quite tickling. As I slowly walk towards my house i can hear him mumbling something.’how cute, he can still talk while sleeping’ I thought.
“Ryosuke...”
“yes Yuri~” I answered.
“Ryosuke~”
“hai~”
“Ryosuke~~”
“hai~hai~”
“aishiteru” I stopped my footsteps when I heard that and I try to look at him and he’s still sleeping. Did I heard it right? Or is it my imagination? Then I heard it again
“ Ryosuke... aishiteru...” I didn’t hear it wrong right? He is really saying it right? It means he loves me right? I have a chance do I? And I felt my face started to feel hot and my heart thumping faster. I try to shrugged it off and continue to walk until we reach my house. When we entered my bedroom i put him on my bed and trying to wake him so that he would change his clothes as it is wet because of the rain earlier.
“Yuri~” i said
“mnghh”
“Yuri~ wake up an change your clothes or you will have a fever”
“...”
Looks like I am the one that is going to change his clothes. Oh why god. I’m afraid I can’t control myself. I make him to sit and try to take off his shirt when suddenly I’m being pulled and now i’m on top of Yuri. With his hair wet like that, it seriously seducing me uhhh. Yuri is intently staring at me with that seducing eyes.
“What is it Yuri?” I asked
“aishiteru yo Ryosuke” when he said that I felt really happy
“ne Ryosuke do you love me too? Ne Ryosuke~” he said that while shaking my body intensely and then he stopped and looked at me intensely. I also look at him intensely
“ aishiteru mo Yuri~” when I said that he hug me suddenly and I hug him back. His head on my shoulder and hands around my neck while my hands around his waist. Suddenly I heard him sobbing.
“Yuri? Why are you crying?” I said gently.
“It just that I’m so happy” he said.
We just stayed in that position for a few minutes until he started to struggle from my hug. After that I stared at him intently. I rubbed the tears under his eyes and on his cheeks. Then I kiss him on his temple, his eyes, his nose and lastly his lips. When I kissed him on his lips he’s kissing me back and I could only smile of happiness in the kiss. The sweet and tender kiss started to pile up and the kiss become passionate Yuri put his arm around my neck and I put my arm around his body.
“mnghh” Yuri moan in the kiss and I take this chance to insert my tongue into his mouth my tongue dancing with Yuri’s tongue and I lick all the places in Yuri’s mouth leaving nothing untouched. The slurping sound could be heard and some of our saliva started to fall from our mouth. We pull apart when air is needed. Then I started to attack at his neck, his collar bone making him moan.
“ah~ Ryosuke” and he reach for my manhood and I know that he want to do this but I stop his hand.
“no Yuri. We’re just officially together and I don’t want to rush you. Okay dear?”
“o-okay if Ryosuke say so” he said shyly because of his act that is just so impatient. It seems he himself don’t get it why he wanted it so much.
“you’re good at kissing” Yuri said looking at me shyly
“and your lips are irresistible” I answered and suddenly he is blushing because of my words.
“ne Yuri, let’s change our clothes before we go to sleep”
“unn”
After we changed our clothes we just cuddled to each other in my king size bed, saying sweet nothing and flirting like idiots. It seems that my sweetness towards him and his sweetness towards me is actually because we really actually have feelings for each other. I was thinking about the future with him on how wonderful could it be when suddenly he kiss me on the cheeks and smile brightly at me.
“what are you thinking Ryosuke?”
“just something about us in the future, my love” and he blush madly after that, it seems he would blush when I called him nickname like my love.
“oohh how cute you’re blushing”I said while pinching the tip of his nose.
“mou” he said cutely.
After sometime I could hear his calm breathing as he has fell asleep.
“have a nice dream of me, my dear” I said then kissing his temple and then nose.
END
A/N: helloooo~ it has been a long time since I write a fanfic. I’m still a newbie though and writing is just not my forte. But it has been a while and since I have some inspirations I thought I should write it. The Yamachii nowadays really make me happy nuruhuhuhu~. As for my other fic The Heartbreak... I don’t know I just have forgot the idea and the plot of it. So the continuation of it would be unlikely. Gomennasai m(_ _)m. Hope you all enjoy this fic. That’s all. Ja~