so...I don't know. It's so strange to realize that I've found EXACTLY what I'm looking for and be so scared to lose it. I know I shouldn't be. I feel very Anakin Skywalker-esk right now. Anyone who saw Revenge of the Sith knows what I'm talking about. I just don't want to lose her...and at the same time, I want only the best for her, and for her to ( Read more... )