a drunken bill told me i was searching

[johnsinger]

three hours a day, five days a week, i sit in my car with food in the backseat, half-listening to my stereo, while my mind screams thoughts like a merry-go-round stuck in fast forward. i dropped my classes at cypress and i stopped attending two at long beach. and somehow for the most part i've been able to convince myself that i'm doing okay. but

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[corecatalyst]

This is really speaking to me right now. I'm glad you wrote this.

erin

[anonymous]

me too.

[hkm]

and you alreayd know what i mean...anyway

it's the difficulty of also having to choose one thing and losing another in a way ...or never knowing the other(option)...