its been a while again ( Read more... )

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i feel like im at the edge again, and this time with almost no desire to even come back.
its been one of those days were i wish i were still 17... maybe if i sit here and listen to blink 182 long enough it'll actually come true.

so we played on saturday night, and that was fucking awesome. our record isnt finished becuase pro tools fucked us hardcore, but i still c ount it as an overall good experience. apparently we were well receieved, which means we'll actually get to play again, hopefully in the near future ( Read more... )

so i havet had meat, cigarettes or beer in almost a week and ive lost weight, mostly in the beer gut region. i havent had too bad of headaches eiither, except for that 24 hours in which i embibed no caffeine, which was a mistake. im still stupid tired all the time, i think i just need to exercise more, then ill actually be tired and this will ( Read more... )

too bad i quit drinking, cause its one of those times where i could use a belt.

now i feel like shit.

so since school ended, pretty much every morning ive felt like death had its icy hands around my neck. ive done a bit of partying, more social drinking and smoking, and generally just been leading an incredibly unhealthy lifestyle. therefore, as i dont see my sleeping habits changing so much, for the next week i am going to institute a drastic ( Read more... )

i had a good night, but i just got home and now i feel terrible about life in general.
fuck this
i should have drank more
cause no feelings = good feelings

i dont really sleep well anymore. i wake up alot in the middle of the night, its not exactly like insomnia, more like just extreme discomfort, i just cant stay asleep. do you know that feeling you get when something is looming over you, like a big paper, or some other unpleasnt event that has to be completed before you can start to enjoy life ( Read more... )

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