I'm laying here alone. Cuddling with my big panda throw...ask Cat. She said my bed has been the most comfy she's slept in besides her own
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Re: Alone...crpsaiyanJanuary 29 2006, 21:49:54 UTC
Anyway, back to cuddling with the panda and snowtiger plushies...at least they don't look at me funny when I bawl my eyes out...damn this is annoying...not the being alone part, but the crying...not-crying...not caring...remembering...this is getting monotanous.
It's totally okay to cry. Heck, I've done that quite a few times myself. It's better than keeping your feelings inside. I understand it's gonna take a while, but at least you're taking every day, step by step. :) Hang in there; you're gonna be just fine. I just know it.
Never discount the worthiness of plushies, live (ie: my doggies) or fiber-filled (ie: your panda and snowtiger, my daughter's Pikachu.) They are very good to cry on, and actually aren't just "inanimate objects", even fiber-filled plushies can have life and sympathy of their own as granted by us.
Anyway, *BIG BIG HUGS* to you, even if I'm not terribly coherent, having gotten WAAAAAAAYYYYY too little sleep this weekend at Anime LA.... *collapses*
Thanks for checking my LJ, even though you probably slept about as much as I did this weekend. Cat catwoman69y2k shared my bed...it helped, she's a sweetheart as was going through some ruff stuff...though she was here to have fun and chill.
Insomnia has it's ugly hold at the moment, so I figured I'd check my journal.
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Anyway, back to cuddling with the panda and snowtiger plushies...at least they don't look at me funny when I bawl my eyes out...damn this is annoying...not the being alone part, but the crying...not-crying...not caring...remembering...this is getting monotanous.
It's totally okay to cry. Heck, I've done that quite a few times myself. It's better than keeping your feelings inside. I understand it's gonna take a while, but at least you're taking every day, step by step. :) Hang in there; you're gonna be just fine. I just know it.
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Anyway, *BIG BIG HUGS* to you, even if I'm not terribly coherent, having gotten WAAAAAAAYYYYY too little sleep this weekend at Anime LA.... *collapses*
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Insomnia has it's ugly hold at the moment, so I figured I'd check my journal.
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