My Unitarian Jihad Name is: The Hand Grenade of Enlightenment.

Get yours.

interesting....


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I hate life.

The End.

So it's Mother's Day. I am currently at the Lake with my parents and grandparents. It was definitely a nice ride up here, sunny, warm... a perfect day almost. I think it helped me clear my head a bit, just getting away for a day and taking a long drive. Had some people over last night ate some burgers, played HALO, stuff... it was nice. Thats ( Read more... )

So I have decided that today is the day that I do it. After a good night's rest tonight I will sit her down and talk about it all. I don't think that I can go on thinking that we have nothing, yet acting like we have something... It isn't fair to me. Though as much as I like her, and even if I am falling in love with her, it won't help anything ( Read more... )

Hours pass and my mind spins with thoughts that I had resolved not to fret upon. It is so hard not to do so. When I am there, everything seems alright and in a moment of spectacular glory and beauty it suddenly fades into a shell. Fear holds me with the thoughts of loss. So often has it become a companion to my life, I do not want to meet it ( Read more... )

It's getting hard to read her recently. One night we are hot, the next cold. I don't understand I guess, I don't think she does either. The other night when we were out at the club was great. Danced all night together and held eachother tight the entire time. We kissed again, a lot actually. What makes this hard? I have to say that I have ( Read more... )

Could you want to take my picture, cause I won't remember....

Last night we were all supposed to go out to Pontiac and travel the club scene. Everyone decided otherwise. It's alright though, the night wasn't ruined by that at all. Amanda and I had a great night just by ourselves.

I held the air still for her ( Read more... )

Just watched "Lost in Translation" with Bill Murray. Great movie. He is pretty freakin helarious. This was the song he was doing kareoke to.

Roxy Music - More Than This

I could feel at the time ( Read more... )

So plans have begun to solidify for the trip north for a weekend. From the 13th through the 15th of May an assemblage of us are heading up for my Grandparent's place north of Ionia. Should be fun. So far, Zack, Raed, Damian and myself... along with Amanda, Anna, Shanty, Mahtob, Rajshree (maybe), and Rebecca. This assemblage was formed at the ( Read more... )

Today was interesting. Work is getting twisted, more on that later ( Read more... )