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Once again, in a shitty mood, not sure why, probably just school. I hate school, but there are only 28 days left....
"The Wretched" Nine-Inch-Nails
Just a reflection
Just a glimpse
Just a little reminder
Of all the what abouts
And all the might of
Could have beens
Another day
Some other way
But not another reason to continue
And now you're one of us
The wretched
The hopes and prays
The better days
The far aways
Forget it
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it did it?
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
It didn't turn out the way you wanted it did it?
Now you know
This is what it feels like
Now you know
This is what it feels like
The clouds will part and the sky cracks open
And God himself will reach his fucking arm
Through
Just to push you down
Just to hold you down
Stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss
And it's hard to believe it could come down to this
Back at the beginning
Sinking
Spinning
And in the end
We still pretend
The time we spend
Not knowing when
You're finally free
And you could be
But it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
It didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it
Now you know
This is what it feels like
Now you know
This is what it feels like
You can try to stop it but it keeps on coming
You can try to stop it but
"Left Behind" Slipknot
I've known faces that have disappeared in time
Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime
All my friends have pictures meant to make you cry
I've seen this and wondered what I've done to
Calcify...
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face
I don't even try it! You had to be a liar just to
Infiltrate me - I'm still drowning
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
Take this away...
Take this away...
I can feel it on my mouth
I can taste you on my fingers
I can hear you like the holy ghost
And kill you if you get too close
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away
(I come toward you)
We all got left behind, we let it all slip away
WE LET IT ALL SLIP AWAY
WE LET IT ALL SLIP AWAY
WE LET IT ALL SLIP AWAY
WE LET IT ALL SLIP AWAY
"Malleus Malleficarum" A.F.I.
Open my eyes as I submerge
And I won't deny what I've been since birth
I'll die drowned by your standards
Breathe in the life of the summer's death as the orange and red breathe their first breath
So welcome as they're burning through
We all begin to burn
Autumn's flame dances in my eyes
Se alight for all we've learned
My ashes falling
My skin is singed but it heals my heart and with glowing pride I'll wear my scars
I'm honored by your hatred
Leaves fall
We rise again and the end impending it will begin
So welcome as its burning through
Ashes fall and I'm rising up again
Ashes fall and I'm rising up again
Ashes fall and I'm rising up again
Ashes fall
Ashes fall
Ashes fall as we All Arise
"Surrender" Evanescence
Is this real enough for you
You were so confused
Now that you've decided to stay
We'll remain together
You can't abandon me
You belong to me
Breathe in and take my life in you
No longer myself, only you
There's no escaping me my love
Surrender
Darling, theres no sense in running
You know I will find you
Everything is perfect now
We can live forever
You can't abandon me
You belong to me
Breathe in and take my life in you
No longer myself, only you
There's no escaping me my love
Surrender
Breathe in and take my life in you
No longer myself only you
There's no escaping me my love
Surrender
Surrender
Surrender
"Jade" Chimaira
Face black another shadow of innocence tainted
Gave back all the lights and glitter
Wrong track again and again is stings
Wish you all could feel like this
12 is for the reason of regret
9 is for the pain that I'm caused
Will strife ever cease? Someday...
Fuck this mind that is made to hate
Complete the task of humility
Restrained from who they want me to be
That's what they want me to be
That is not quite good enough for me
Fuck you and your thoughts on me
Fuck you and your thoughts of me
Fuck you how can I not be me
Fuck you I will never let you take me
I will never be that good little one
I can never see what is so good about life
I can never change just who I am,
just what it is I think I am doing
My hands fell down now I know I failed
You were not there to pick up the waste of this pathetic tale
Maybe I should just end all this right here
Would you like that?
Maybe you could cope knowing that you all have succeeded
I am staying here to betray all of you
I am staying here to betray all of you
Never failing me again
Never failing me again
NEVER... FAIL...
Cut a little...it bleeds slowly
Cut a little...it bleeds slowly
Cut a little...it bleeds slowly
It bleeds slowly can you see it ooze?
Cut a little...it bleeds slowly
Cut a little...it bleeds slowly
Cut a little...it bleeds slowly
It bleeds slowly can you see it ooze?
I'm going to save me
I'm going to save me
I'm going to save me
I'm going to save me
My eyes turn the color jade
My eyes turn the color jade
My eyes turn the color jade
My eyes turn the color jade (jade...)
...
I look at everyone around me
I am so sick of this place
Anyone and anything makes me sick
I just want to end it all
I return to my room walls white with black shades
Oh how would red look?
The reasons are not for your ears
The feelings are not for your heart
I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
Can I find a way out besides this?
I need it
I want to be where you are
I miss you
(I want to be where you are...)