Contemplating

[jokajokac]

I'm about ready to head off to Florida to live with the two best friends I have at this time in life. I'm very happy about that, and the opportunities I have. Over the past couple days, actually weeks, I've found myself unable to sleep because of how much I'm going to miss my family. This may not seem like much too some of you, but there's more

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[wikidklwnfreak]

I love you C. Believe me when I tell you that Jeff and I both expierienced this depression upon moving down here. We adapted and are adjusting. Just think, once you're working with Jeff making money and once I'm buying and selling real estate (getting the course with the next check) You'll be able to fly them down for visits. After a few months with the company you'll be able to take some time off here and there to get up there and see them. I'm sure we'll talk more about it once you're down here. Jeff and I are always here for you.

[jokajokac]

I have a love for you two that I can't even explain. I'd have to be feeling extremely sensitive and sentimental at the moment to even touch on it. I'd prolly have to also been drinking. I'll just say that life has been very, very unkind to me, and you two are the first of the people I've considered friends to come through on something that is important to me. I know all will be good once I'm there, but for now I must suffer through the phase of life.

[lorimadrox14]

You can always move back, but this way you'll never wonder 'what if', you will always be able to say you took a chance and forged out on your own!

[jokajokac]

That is true......I won't move back though. It's a very firm decision. Taking the first step into the future. I'm kinda thankfull that even though irresponsible decisions were made in the past I don't have very many "what if's". :)

[amandall]

take me with you!!! *clings to JJC's leg whimpering*

[jokajokac]

If I could only be so lucky as to have a traveling companion that would keep my mind occupied. *takes Mandy with him anyways*

[wikidklwnfreak]

yes yes bring Mandy with you *evil plots*

[urvo0d0odol3]

awww it will be ok darlingg and u can alwayz go bk n visit n wutnott

hugglez uu tightlyyy

u better keep in touchhhh uuu dont make me hurt ya heheheh ;)

<333ss uuuu oh so muchh

[jokajokac]

I'll definitely visit sooner or later. :)

Hugglez!!

I'll definitely keep in touch the best I can, however, you have now tempted me not to with the promise of pain....hmmmm.....lol.

<3 you too girl! You'll be there in a way though, we spoke on this....: )