Comments | jollypop: Stole this from Allie

jollypop

Stole this from Allie

Jul 25, 2004 22:08

Post your completely honest opinion of me as a comment to this entry. Please post anonymously, and don't feel afraid to say whatever. I want you to be brutally and completely honest. Write as much or as little as you want, but if you're reading this, I want you to comment. Once you're done, put this in your own journal if you want to.

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lika_ July 25 2004, 22:01:11 UTC

What I think of you? Hmmm... Hard to explain. In a certain way, I admire you for being so open and being able to do whatever you want without thinking about what others are gonna say. But on the other hand, I don't envy you. I think you could've be way more happier, and you're not, because you have this thing in your mind that keeps telling you how everything sucks. And it's bad, and I feel hopeless every time I read one of your entries and realize I can't fucking do anything to help you out and cheer you a bit. This kinda makes me feel like a bad friend, but sadly I can't do anything about it. :(

I really wish you'd be happier. Maybe you should take things more easily, I don't know. I just wish I'd see you happy more often.

jollypop July 28 2004, 15:03:01 UTC

It took me a lot of time and tears to actually not care what others think. It's a very long story and it's the reason I WANTED to move to Spain. To think of it, maybe today I will post it here. Although more to remember it myself than to bore you as it's gonna be long.
I am sad every time I think what I had to leave, every time I remember and inderstand that I indeed had a perfect life. I was completely happy and then...bleh. On friday I'm going to Moscow anyway so YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! You can't imagine how happy I am.
I'm still thinking of what should I put in your LJ about you, but it's difficult. I think I don't understand (me, the horny slut xD) why you can't take all those sex things easily, like I remember you posting about feeling being used when you weren't. On the other hand, I admire that because I can't resist any sexual temptation and you think twice (or more) before you do something like that.