my dream was so weird last night. and it got me realli upset in the morning ( Read more... )

well last night was funny. john and tom and gordon were over. we were all playing text twist and we got hella into it. omg it was funny. then gordon left. then i talked to chelsea. found some things out. odd. but cool :) i guess we're all hanging out tonight. haha. ouch ouch ouch, michee has a tummy ache. ouch ( Read more... )

i haven't been getting much sleep lately ( Read more... )

okie, so that last journal entry was basically me cleaning out my mind. the only problem now, is that i can't stop thinking about brian. i want to, i realli do. i wan to stop worrying about whats going on with him. i actually want to stop loving him. that way i'm not hurting anymore. i know it sounds realli bad of me telling you all how bad i want ( Read more... )

wow, okie so brian broke up with me last week. i'm still in the midst of getting over that situation. but i know that i can make it through life without a boyfriend. just me and my amigos :) lauren and heidi have been there for me throughout the whole entire situation, i'm still confused... but i'd rather be confused than hurt. who knows though. ( Read more... )

i need him in my life so bad right now. i can't wake up and get out of bed. i was in my room in bed from around 8 last night til around 945 this morning. i miss him so much. i can't take not having him as mine anymore. i need his love and everything of his. i can't take this anymore. i need him. i dont want to feel like this anymore. when i was ( Read more... )

wow, i'm completely speachless at what has occurred in the past few weeks ( Read more... )

okie uhm WHAT.... THE.... FUCK....

so i'm eating a drumstick ice cream cone WITH NUTS mmm...

and when i reach the bottom, i take a bite...

AND THIS CLEAR YELLOWISH STICKY SYRUPPY LIQUIDDY GEL SHIT POURS OUT...

WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THAT SHIT!!!

plus the damn cones are soggy as fuck... but they tasted good soggy...

but why are they soggy and ( Read more... )

i got invited to sit in the directors room during the ktvu channel 2 news next saturday ( Read more... )

wow...long time no write ( Read more... )