Sneaky hate spiral
Today wasn't so bad... It was the usual insanity, busy busy.
But over all, it wasn't... bad. We've been stuck on half hour lunches because they neglected to hire enough, and the nightshifters were fucking whining their little asses off. Even though we have ten minutes between calls, we are still on this stupid "service alert."
The client came by to give my team asspats though, which was nice.
Anyway, over all not a bad day. Still tired and overworked. But I came home feeling okay.
Anyways, Alba made dinner. real simple, just meat and instant noodles. But these fucking noodles are so goddamn good, there were only two left, and JUST when I had finished prepping mine, I had a nice bitch beer and I hadn't eaten in 8 hours.
And I dropped it. Just spilled it fucking everywhere. And we were out of the makings.
Now that I come to think of it, it was kind of the perfect event to trigger my sneaky hate spiral. That act of god that cannot be blamed on any one thing, or a single person or event (Just gravity) set me off into this.. odd ragetrain. I just RAEGed.
I barked at Chii and Alba when they tried to help and rgh. Just.
Sneaky hate spiral.
I don't even. I saw it in action. I think it was a combination of being RAVENOUSLY HUNGRY, and fucking denied two seconds before I started eating and yesterday which was a clusterfuck.
Also because Alba makes things just right so they taste better, even if it's just instant noodles...
Made a pathetic attempt to replicate with ramen noodles, mirin and soy sauce. It turned out to be disgusting.
BAWW LIFE'S SO HARD. /sigh.
I just wanted those goddamn noodles.
It's the simple things for me.
But over all, it wasn't... bad. We've been stuck on half hour lunches because they neglected to hire enough, and the nightshifters were fucking whining their little asses off. Even though we have ten minutes between calls, we are still on this stupid "service alert."
The client came by to give my team asspats though, which was nice.
Anyway, over all not a bad day. Still tired and overworked. But I came home feeling okay.
Anyways, Alba made dinner. real simple, just meat and instant noodles. But these fucking noodles are so goddamn good, there were only two left, and JUST when I had finished prepping mine, I had a nice bitch beer and I hadn't eaten in 8 hours.
And I dropped it. Just spilled it fucking everywhere. And we were out of the makings.
Now that I come to think of it, it was kind of the perfect event to trigger my sneaky hate spiral. That act of god that cannot be blamed on any one thing, or a single person or event (Just gravity) set me off into this.. odd ragetrain. I just RAEGed.
I barked at Chii and Alba when they tried to help and rgh. Just.
Sneaky hate spiral.
I don't even. I saw it in action. I think it was a combination of being RAVENOUSLY HUNGRY, and fucking denied two seconds before I started eating and yesterday which was a clusterfuck.
Also because Alba makes things just right so they taste better, even if it's just instant noodles...
Made a pathetic attempt to replicate with ramen noodles, mirin and soy sauce. It turned out to be disgusting.
BAWW LIFE'S SO HARD. /sigh.
I just wanted those goddamn noodles.
It's the simple things for me.