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[jomama2000]

It really is amazing how something so insignificant to one person can mean so much to another. How one comment, or one look, or one whatever has so much affect on someone else. Today started and I was in such a shitty mood. The whole day was spent contemplating how unhappy I am and how pissed I was at my family (I still am, but not as much) My

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[celticamber]

i understand that feeling of change, loss and a need for rebirth. u don't cut u'rself in a manic way hun. they wouldn't lock u up dan. i know quite a few people whom have been put in mental institutions, rehab and jail, trust me, u don't fit in with what they look for. u'r just going through a foggy maze right now it sounds like. which can be an awesome thing. this is a faze in u'r life that will forever change the way u perceive the world. that being open to everything thing, thats a great way to be, and i'm really happy for u with that.
i read the comment u left in my lj. and i think u were mentioning me above, but if not i'm sorry for the assumption. I don't not talk to u because i don't like u. and i mean "like" in a friendship term. i don't talk to u because i know u still have some feelings for me, and i don't want u to think of me that way, cuz someone great might walk by and i want u to notice her dan. i realize u'r feelings are your business, i just don't like influencing people like that. u know?

[jomama2000]

The part above wasn't about you, but I am glad you made the assumption, because it helps to actually know what u think. You seem so distant, but also content in that distance. I told you the biggest fear I had when we were together was that I'd get more attched to you, more quickly than you would to me. As much as you said no it wasn't true, I was right. But it doesn't matter. I told you before I respect your decisions, and the only thing I cared about was your happiness.
I am ready to move on, as you apparently alredy have.

[klok99ah]

Dan everything is going to be okay. hows guitar going? and i dont know about the I'm Ready comment

[jomama2000]

It wasn't you who posted I'm ready penis. And I know everything is going to be ok, thats why I said Im ready to move on. Guitar is going good, I got tabs for a song and I wanna learn it, Its kinda complicated though, but i think I can figure it out. I gotta go back to see ur dad so I can get new excersises to practice.I've gotten pretty decent at the ones I have

[burnedfrenchfry]

It's kind of sad how your parents have not changed one bit. They still put that apron on you and call you cinderella, metaphorically speaking. I would try to avoid being at home as much as you do if my parents were like that too. I think it's a really good idea for you to start going to church, you can learn so much about yourself and the world around you, as well as meet plenty of great people. If you want I'll even go with you, I really need to go, haven't been in such a long time, I feel bad about it. And you don't need to go to a psychiatrist. Even if you're a little bit cookoo, we all are in one way or another haha.

[jomama2000]

Dude lets go to ochurch this Sunday
thatd be awesome if you came