"We are not special. We are not crap or trash either. We just are. We just are, and what happens happens."

-Chuck Palahniuk 

mood= out of control
mind=racing
thoughts=ughz

cigarette

mood=calm
mind=clear
thoughts=eh

It is currently 1:04 in the am. I have an essay due at 11:00 in the am.
This is an essay about the relationship between language and music in medieval times.
We were to read things written by Thomas Aquinas, Dante, Quintillian, and Bo-something.
These are tedious things ( Read more... )

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ah

I saw the science of sleep, like everyone else has. 
I work at bjs now and i did deliveries.
I made 45 dollars in tips from two days.
I am in college.
I have a guitar which is broken.
I need a new guitar.
I want a new guitar.
I dont really need anything.
I need to get into a better college.
I need something.

FUUUUUCK!!!!! FUUUUUUUUCK UFCUFUFUFUFUFUFFCUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!
FUUUCIKCKCKCFUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!FUUUUUCKFUFUFUFUFUFFUFUFUCKCKCCKCKCKC
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FUCK!

fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, YOURE COOL, fuuuuuck you

i finally have a respectable job
i go in tomorrow at bjs for orientation which means i shall begin shortly there after
for this i must thank mr and mrs meeks. AKA chance's dad and chance
took me 18 and a half years but i finally like clothes and shoes and shit
not like fashion you know, but fashion the straight thuggin kind thats tight as fuck
with that ( Read more... )

have you ever wanted to just destroy something,
just to destroy something

week number 2 of college, which is just like the 13th grade.
its like i transfered to a different high school which has alot less asians, alot more black people, and a few dozen people from my old school transfered with me.
whack. 
but w/e shit happens. 
let it be nigguh.
ive got goals and what not that i must strive for.
wanna know them.
too fucking back ( Read more... )

 fuck this shit.
fucking summer.
straight mother fucking bullshit.