I talked to Michelle today about how I have felt about the carpool situation. It went much better than I thought. She understood and I am sooo glad. She realized that there was not much reciprecation going on and that it was wearing on me and would eventually wear on our friendship. Now there is just Vickie to tell. I hope she undertands as well. ( Read more... )

I'm feeling rather sick today. I feel like I am going to throw-up. I'm really burnt out for some reason. I REALLY need to go home and lie down, because I have to go to work tonight whether I like it or not. I wish I had more to write about. My sister and I got tickets to The Anniversary. Eric got them for us through will-call. He's a life saver, ( Read more... )

Today was great. Worked a long time last night, so that meant sleeping in...which Sunday's usually call for. I woke up about noonish and started watching Fast Times at Ridgemont High. Didn't get to see all of it. Ben called and we talked for a while. He and I had planned for week to have a movie marathon today. So he was on his way over. Cleaned ( Read more... )

I feel defeated ( Read more... )

So Ben has totally gotten me into Tori Amos. I went over to his house last night and we hung out. He showed me some of his old memorablia as I had do for him when he came over. And then he played me one of his new songs. People....it made me cry! It was so beautiful and put into words how I have felt about so many things. There aren't many songs ( Read more... )

Here is the goofy story that Ben and I wrote last night. I'll label what Ben wrote as BW(Ben wrote) and what I wrote as SW(Sarah wrote), you get it. Now please know that we were simply pulling all of this out of thin air and I am typing it just as it was written. Okay, here goes ( Read more... )

Uuuuggggghhhhhhhh........I think I failed another math test. Not totally failed, but definitly not an acceptable grade. Blast! I think I will go home an burn the test. Yes..yes, that will solve all of my problems! Hell, atleast it will be fun ( Read more... )

Ugh!!! I think I relapsed with this whole Matt thing. I heard through Audrey that Michelle stayed at Matt's house overnight again and it made me mad and jealous. Why, why, why???? I'm done with that whole thing. It hadn't affected me in a while now, I haven't even thought about the entire situation for a long time. But one little thing will set me ( Read more... )

Michelle and I went to Ben's choir concert last night, we walked in late and missed Festival Sanctus(I think that's how you spell it). But they did a lot of good stuff including the Men's Chamber Choir(which included Ben) doing Prayer for the Children...which was very nicely done with 6 guys. It was a good show...it makes me miss choir ( Read more... )

I hung out with cute boy Ben last night. Gosh, we always hit it off so well. He was telling me about biorhythms last night and how he and I are so close on almost all of them. Like with our emotional biorhythms, we are 91% the same. So when he is feeling sad, most likely I will be feeling sad too and etc. We were also very close physically, 88% the ( Read more... )