once again, here i am, moping again. by the way this week is going, i'll be dead by friday. i havent had something to look forward to for a while. thats one of the only things keeping me going too. i have halloween horror nights, but my birthday has been cursed since i was 7 and my girlfriend in kindergarten said she was cheating on me with some ( Read more... )

i think movies are my one last source of hope in this world. yknow what really chaps my ass? when someone gets to drive to orlando or tampa for a whole weekend, when he/she just got their license, and i cant! im almost 17. i've had my license for almost a year. i drove around freaking new england for more than three hours. why. cant. I. drive? ( Read more... )

i just got home from work. im still thinking about what i said last entry. im still like that. i didnt mean towards anyone though i just had to get it out, because people are coming up to me and saying "was it about me?" and it was about no one. i just want someone. that's it. nothing has changed. me and drew started working out. its been good. we' ( Read more... )

you know, it's really hard to be one of these lonely teenagers. especially one who knows the whole dialogue for such movies as moulin rouge and the notebook. i just need...someone. really bad. anyone. i keep becoming less and less human everyday and more and more robot. so if anyone knows anyone that yknow is looking for someone as (not desperate ( Read more... )

i know i havent updated in a while. maybe its school, i dont know. well anyways on the heavier side of things me and caitlin broke up. its ok though, i didnt really know her that well and she was great, but somehow i just didn't feel right. so im back in the single game. its not too bad, im a resident and all that so yeah. anyways. i think its ( Read more... )

ok everyone, im doing the crazy happy dance. you know why? I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes, the girl i have been wooing over for some time at publix, caitlin dennis. i finally strung up all my guts and asked her out to go out with me. she agreed. i actually am starting to ( Read more... )

yet another 3 a.m. entry. yup, fun fun fun. dont you love when you make a difference in someone's day? i helped someone out today. someone i havent talked to since i was a kid, and i instantly just broke into all of her problems and wrongs, and put some things straight. its just cool. well, anyways, i spent the night over drew's last night and he's ( Read more... )

i still can't believe i do this at all hours of the night. its three o' eight in the morning. well, what did i do today.....um..well let's start with yesterday. yesterday i had to shave my beard. :( i look like me again. wah...then i went back to work. it was basically a day off because all i did was watch this girl cashier, training her. (no ( Read more... )

today was a good day. i woke up and basically went to applebee's for breakfast instead of lunch. it was nice to see all of the officers. we got a lotta stuff on the table. i think we'll do well this year. after that, i went home and did some of my summer reading work. then i went out with billy and got a cool jacket at the goodwill superstore for ( Read more... )

well...im back. bored as ever. typical thing for me to do, sit here at 4 in the morning and write in my lj. i need to get a new icon. this one is still awesome but its really really old. i need to change the title too. i'll find something later. i dont even know what romantic son means anymore. im such a sped. well anyways, i guess its good to be ( Read more... )