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hai!
i am alive i promise.
well, just.
its been over a month since i broke my ankle (still unbelievable imo) alsoo i get my cast taken off in under a week now, which i am so fucking excited for you wouldnt believe.
well, not so much having to go back in the hell which is named 'hospital' but going back to a LEVEL of normalcy. ie. getting back TO being normal. /:
and also this is a big time for me. one of the most important in my life tbh.
im already (nearly? - lol you wouldve thought i should know..) halfway through my exams.. and yeah theyve flown really. done hours already but it doesnt seem like it.. got maths to go which is the bigg'un. it's so fucking scary, others i just breezed.. i wasnt even damn nervous that much.. but maths im going to be bricking it. ive got history too which is THREE fricken exams -where i regret taking the damn subject- and RE, ethics which doesnt really count but im predicted an A* - dont even ask! i dont even know what the hell went on there either.
um, so today was basically our last day. weve left for study leave (pah, about 3 weeks after every other friggin school in the country)- and it's may half term now so we dont have any exams for a time..
Also. it's june next week. may has flown by and i cant believe when its over i will have spent the whole of it on crutches. shit really when i think about it but i just wanna get back to normal, will also coincide with finishing of exams so fucking looking forward to these days like more than the 485394 others in my year.
um so today we left at like 12 after the leavers assembly. it was pretty emotional and all that shit and i cried for a min but then i thought... we're all gonna see eachother in like 1 week + we have prom AND most are coming back for sixth form so...
also this girl in my year had apparently been run over by a car.. this morning or yesterday? dont know exactly but this morning she was in a damn wheelchair?! she had crutches and shit, but she didnt look like she had a scratch on her. obvs she couldve like sprained her ankle but she had nothing on her leg/foot like no bandages or anything and shes in a wheelchair?! thing is, i felt kinda bitter because my mom made us hire a wheelchair out for me, but ive had like no courage to take it into school, and then she like, apparently ~cant walk~ (lazy maybe) but she has crutches, and she's in a wheelchair?
like, i know that a car accident seems/is WAAY more dramatic than what i did but mine was actually much much worse, considering she has nothing on her. /:
& the thing is, shes one of those stupid girls, the like, dumb ones, but not endearingly so - annoyingly. shes like, actually quite simple and one of the stupid ones from my school/year who thinks they can just run across the road outside school and the cars will just automatically stop. /: & she doesnt hardly have a scratch on her; whereas i get the WORST luck, out of no fault of my own broke something on hard ground. and shes swanning around in a wheelchair, and i get fuck all from anybody. Fuck people at my school.
& also it's kinda getting on my nerves a TAD when theres like 45689456 photos on facebook of our last days/week... also photos of people playing PE. mmm... kthxbye.
SORRY FOR THE RANTING/WHINING/BITCHING but srsly. also love walking up stairs tripping and then hitting my head on the wall. guess it's better than falling on my leg/standing on my leg which ive actually done 3 times shit.
this is my first post thats been unlocked for ages... so im sorry if this seems all a bit random and youre friends with me and this comes up & you dont know who the hell it is.
i just started locking my posts because they were just random ramblings and everyone would probably just delete me why am i writing no one is even going to read . . .
i am alive i promise.
well, just.
its been over a month since i broke my ankle (still unbelievable imo) alsoo i get my cast taken off in under a week now, which i am so fucking excited for you wouldnt believe.
well, not so much having to go back in the hell which is named 'hospital' but going back to a LEVEL of normalcy. ie. getting back TO being normal. /:
and also this is a big time for me. one of the most important in my life tbh.
im already (nearly? - lol you wouldve thought i should know..) halfway through my exams.. and yeah theyve flown really. done hours already but it doesnt seem like it.. got maths to go which is the bigg'un. it's so fucking scary, others i just breezed.. i wasnt even damn nervous that much.. but maths im going to be bricking it. ive got history too which is THREE fricken exams -where i regret taking the damn subject- and RE, ethics which doesnt really count but im predicted an A* - dont even ask! i dont even know what the hell went on there either.
um, so today was basically our last day. weve left for study leave (pah, about 3 weeks after every other friggin school in the country)- and it's may half term now so we dont have any exams for a time..
Also. it's june next week. may has flown by and i cant believe when its over i will have spent the whole of it on crutches. shit really when i think about it but i just wanna get back to normal, will also coincide with finishing of exams so fucking looking forward to these days like more than the 485394 others in my year.
um so today we left at like 12 after the leavers assembly. it was pretty emotional and all that shit and i cried for a min but then i thought... we're all gonna see eachother in like 1 week + we have prom AND most are coming back for sixth form so...
also this girl in my year had apparently been run over by a car.. this morning or yesterday? dont know exactly but this morning she was in a damn wheelchair?! she had crutches and shit, but she didnt look like she had a scratch on her. obvs she couldve like sprained her ankle but she had nothing on her leg/foot like no bandages or anything and shes in a wheelchair?! thing is, i felt kinda bitter because my mom made us hire a wheelchair out for me, but ive had like no courage to take it into school, and then she like, apparently ~cant walk~ (lazy maybe) but she has crutches, and she's in a wheelchair?
like, i know that a car accident seems/is WAAY more dramatic than what i did but mine was actually much much worse, considering she has nothing on her. /:
& the thing is, shes one of those stupid girls, the like, dumb ones, but not endearingly so - annoyingly. shes like, actually quite simple and one of the stupid ones from my school/year who thinks they can just run across the road outside school and the cars will just automatically stop. /: & she doesnt hardly have a scratch on her; whereas i get the WORST luck, out of no fault of my own broke something on hard ground. and shes swanning around in a wheelchair, and i get fuck all from anybody. Fuck people at my school.
& also it's kinda getting on my nerves a TAD when theres like 45689456 photos on facebook of our last days/week... also photos of people playing PE. mmm... kthxbye.
SORRY FOR THE RANTING/WHINING/BITCHING but srsly. also love walking up stairs tripping and then hitting my head on the wall. guess it's better than falling on my leg/standing on my leg which ive actually done 3 times shit.
this is my first post thats been unlocked for ages... so im sorry if this seems all a bit random and youre friends with me and this comes up & you dont know who the hell it is.
i just started locking my posts because they were just random ramblings and everyone would probably just delete me why am i writing no one is even going to read . . .