I heard something tonight that made me a little upset. I am not sure if it frustrates me.. or if they are the feelings of envy. All I know is that I hope I don't forget what I heard tonight... and how things can change so quickly.

You can use most any measure when speaking of success
You can measure it in a fancy home, expensive car, or dress
But the measure of your real success is one you cannot spend
It's the way your child describes you when talking to a friend.

From: You Can't Teach a Pig to Sing --- Dave Severn

So far so good :) Today went well... tomorrow will go even better. :)

I can't sleep. What keeps me awake is the thought of tomorrow. The thoughts of what happened in the past, and how not to let it affect my future. I had a very powerful conversation with Dave tonight. I talked to him about things I could not tell anybody. What was great was, he understood, and lead my thoughts to where they need to be. I talked to ( Read more... )

I just woke up not to long ago... I had the oddest dream. I dreamed that I was back at American Express visiting everyone I knew there. Everyone was happy to see me and it was good to say hi again. I had a bag of thing that I had brought with me. I wad of US dollars, the book I was reading, Futureconsumer.com, and a black tshirt. I went to the ( Read more... )

Today I got angry... all the frustrations that have been building up over the past weeks finally let go today. I didn't take it out on anybody, I didn't do anything harmful, but I feel angry right now. I am changing the things that have lead me to this ( Read more... )

Seeing IS NOT Believing

Believing IS Seeing

You know those defining moments? Those moments when you know that everything is going to change. Seems like lately I have been having those moments almost every second day. It feels like a critical mass is building up here. Like there is a battle going on inside of me. One massive blow hits me from within, and defines a moment, but it doesn't stick ( Read more... )

I share this with you, perhaps in the hope that it may awaken in others what I found in myself. It feels as though everything I have been doing along my journal lead me to this point. All those little things I have been following at the advisement of my mentors now all seems to be coming into fruition. I remember Ron Puryear once saying "The secret ( Read more... )

The days are sneaking up on me. Here I am the middle of September and it scares me how time has passed by. I am leaving this weekend for the business function, which I know is going to be amazing. There is still so much I want to get done before we go though. With so much more I want to do, I am painfully more aware of how much my job takes up my ( Read more... )