hm im pretty sure its raining out side. i cant sleep. what do i expect.

im not an idiot. so dont think i dont know.

heh when i grew up i remembered i had so many goofy dreams. like wanting to be a professional skater and all that kind of stuff. i would have never guessed that now when im 18 i would have only a few dreams that are pretty normal and basic ( Read more... )

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i trust very few people. some people may think i trust them and i believe what they are tell me. but honestly i dont. trust with me only comes over time. if a person is never sketchy over time or nothing seems untruthfull then they will achieve my trust. but when i find one sketchy thing i usally just drop it. esspally if my emotions are in it. ( Read more... )

ignorance. thats all you have. im really really sorry im not the kid you want me to grow up to be. i dont really care either. im happy doing what i do. im happy how i am. i dont care. im not any of you. i really need to get out of here. im not supported. oh but i can come anytime becuase im loved. ha. im only wanted back for money. or help. you ( Read more... )

hahahaha. man tonight was great. i havent laughed and had as much fun in forever.

i want something like in the movies. perfect.

i screwed that up once. hopefully ill find it again someday. my luck probubly not.

but im cool at how i am now. so ill just be chillin for a while.

i want (need) these things...


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i want a puppy dog.

ive had livejournal for over 4 years thats retarded