Comments | joncarmark: This might just be interesting.....

joncarmark

This might just be interesting.....

Mar 21, 2004 20:19

Post anything you want, and post it anonymously.

A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like.

Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say.

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i have a story to confess about my fears of love... anonymous March 21 2004, 19:30:07 UTC

so he up and disappeared and now he's out of my life without a trace. when you go every day talking to someone and then suddenly they just never call you on tuesday night like they said, and don't return your calls or IMs, you just assume that the relationship is over, right?
who knows.
so you leave him a message sarcastically thanking him for calling; and then tell him not to bother calling ever again...

the only positive thing is that in all this, there's been a kid with an awesome shoulder to cry on, and for one certain friday night phone call i'm forever greatful.

ho-hum anonymous March 22 2004, 06:28:05 UTC

not really sure what to say since once i say something it will be obvious who this is, but i guess i shall go ahead and say something anyways.

i love the way i feel when i'm with you. i love the fact that each day you surprise me, whether it be with something i find out about you, how good you are to me, how you take my bitchiness in stride (and even laugh and call it cute), etc. i love your ADD-ness. i love the way you challenge me every day im with you and push my limits as far as trust goes and how much i put in someone. i love the fact that you are just as crazy as i am and accept my oddities for what they are.

i knew what i felt was real and shared by you when words like "our" and "we" started coming from both of our lips easier than "mine" and "i". part of me always fears that these feelings are not shared by you really and that inevitably i will be hurt, but intellectually i know this is just a projection of my previous relationships.

anonymous March 22 2004, 18:43:57 UTC

whenever i give myself to someone..truly, let them have all of me..i never take myself back. i leave parts of me in everyone. i keep pieces of me in everyone but myself. so much so that sometimes i feel there isnt much of me left.

i wonder if theres a part of me that doesnt belong to someone else. if somewhere maybe theres a piece of me thats all my own. something that belongs to only me. maybe unique and special, even. but im not sure anymore.

so that is my downfall. i give myself too easily to others, and have never left. will never be able to leave anyone. even when im gone physically and emotionally. i split myself up and spread the parts around until there's nothing left for myself. just a girl trying to piece herself back together..but the pieces are gone. everyone else is able to get rid of them and i'm left missing.

anonymous April 12 2004, 14:19:16 UTC

There will be an Entrophy reunion show May 22nd in Duxbury... It will be good... Advance tickets will be on sale soon...