Here goes nothing...

[jonesin4cali]

Alright...originally I made this entry a private one because I was afraid of what those who read this journal and don't know about these things would think about this entry...but after posting it the first time, I haven't stopped thinking about the small little fact of : WHO FUCKIN' CARES? If one of my friends reads this and finds out things about

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[anonymous]

Jen- I know it will always run through your mind but you were young when your father tragically left this world, and being the age you were probably had no idea how to handle it. Trust that he knows you love him and is watching over you. As far as drugs go, we all experiment, that doesn't make us bad people. Should we stop, yea probably, but wether we do or not doesn't make us a good or bad person. But truthfully I know you are stronger than that, you can stop if you put all of your strength into it. And as far as being rejected for not doing it, well if you are, are they really your friends? As far as sexuality, we do not ask to be gay or straight or bisexual, it just happens, and well a lot of things in life just happen; and wether this is a phase or not only time will tell, just be who you are. We all go through sibling and parent rivalry, and they are wars that no one wins. Unfortunetly we will always be in competition with our siblings, well for the majority of our lives, you are stronger in differnent areas than your

[jonesin4cali]

Chels,
Thanks for the kind words...it's nice to know you've always got my back, and vice versa...i miss you too, and hopefully we can hang out more when i get back for Christmas break...love you babe!

[dr_dardar]

Hey Jen. Every family has their ups and downs. Even right now i am having problems with my host sister. Mostly cause she is an ignorant bitch, but thats another story. Jenny, who cares if you are bisexual. There are so many people in this world who are against gays and bisexuals, but i know you have the power to go out in the world and be who you are! If people dont except you for who you are, then stay with the ones that will. The ignorant ones are the ones who need to be slapped in the face and have a reality check, and actually see that you cant just a conclusion about someone and their personality just on their sexuality. Just tell them to fuck off and get over it. If you ever need to talk to me, i can call you if you want or we can just chat online!! I love you jenny and i miss you lots!!!!

Love Darius

[jonesin4cali]

Dar,
You are my inspriation in this ever changing world...I am so honored to know someone who is strong enough to be who they are despite the ignorance that this world possesses. Hopefully some of that strength will rub off! I love you babe and miss you more than you know!
P.S. Call me anytime you want...as long as its not 630 am here! Haha!