Had a great time with you last night. Sorry I'm a complete prat, you're definitely not the one with the akward problem, that's me. Gosh, why do I have to be such a git? We need to do it again soon. Being able to see you will give my brain a nice break from thinking about you.
~Meg
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Seamus, really?
Definitely didn't see that one coming. Though now that I'm getting to know him, I can't see why I didn't like him sooner. But I'm glad I didn't, finally realizing I hate who I am and how I act, I can actually be me around him. But is that a good thing? My one night's experience just being me with a guy didn't go so hot. I'm sure he thinks I'm a prat.
But serisouly, Seamus?
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