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[jonessodapop]

I am so torn. I am ready for school to be over and for the summer to come, but I don't want to leave Cottey. I love it here, I have find a place where I am comfortable with myself, I have made friends that I don't want to leave! I am scared to leave...I hear from everyone how they are so ready to leave, and I only wish that I could agree with them

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[forlornrags]

i think we say we are so ready to leave, but we are the ones who will be crying the hardest and will hold on the longest when it comes down to the wire...in a way it seems as if you are facing the fact more than some of us...unfortunately for us this isn't one of those ignore-it-till-it-goes-away kinda things...

i understand what you mean about not wanting to go home...that's how i felt last summer...so i really didn't spend any time at home...and i rarely saw my parents...and now that i won't be living with them i feel bad for not spending more time with them when i had the chance...funny how that works huh?

anyways...i think the friends that are really worth keeping will keep in touch...and those that don't probably weren't as great of friends as they seemed...having moved around alot in the past 6 years, i know this to be a fact.

know that you are loved and adored.

[jonessodapop]

Thanks Mary, I think that might have been just what I needed to hear.