2day wasnt that bad minus skew.even though that was easy.hugn wit matt alec pike garza as preusaual.played frisbee.o yea chris was there.we won both times.then came home and here i am.and i must ask again for ne one wantin to come saturday to please put it in here.thanx and bye

my birthday is thursday and we r celebratin it saturday.if u want to come respond by wednesday nite.if u come be here round 530.other than that my day wasnt half bad.had a parade that suked.hung wit matt alec andrew pike mike and chris.played frisbee.then hung out wit nikki for a while.fun.and thats it.see u later.

i do nothin all day but sit around or work.is this what i am sposed to do wit my life?theres got to be more out there.

i am so out of this state.there is one thing that could stop me and from what i hear that is never goin to happen.so u no what.im outta here.

i hate sleepin.all i do is have pointless dreams about the future that i want that will never happen.

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5 months ago i made one of the biggest mistakes in my life.i ahd it all,everthing.and bein myself of course i threw it away again.y do i do things like this when i no that i will regret them.all ive done since then is regret that day.when will this end.

all i do now is be depressed and think about suicide.this fuckin sux.life is been nothin but a bitch goddess fo 5 months now.lets take a look into the past and see y.well what a fuckin surprise.if u no what happended u prolly no y im bein like this.

i dont no what i am goin to do with out her ne more.the pain is unbearable.

u dont understand me
u dont understand the way i think
and when u do
it will be to late
i will be gone