you wouldn’t answer my calls 2/2

May 28, 2012 02:29

pairing: broken jongyu. warning: character death„ again broken jongyu… and you might not like it.. but please dont hate me T^T rating: pg-15 and nc-17??

there was a knock on the door,it startled jonghyun a little, and when he was about to say something in protest kibums head pops in, searching for jonghyun’s figure, found the boy sitting on the edge of his bed, and opens the door entirely to let his lover minho see the sight of the older boy.

“jjong you sure you’re not comi-wait…have you been drinking?” a pause as he walks closer to the boy on the bed who was holding a phone on his hand and a beer bottle on the other. “AGAIN?”  He continued, more like pointed out that this always happens.

jonghyun does not answer, instead he tried to take another gulp from the alcohol, but kibum’s hand stopped him before his lips could ever touch the bottle’s lip.

“jjong stop this. Please! This is not good for you” kibum said as he tries to snatch the bottle away from jonghyun’s hand.

But as usual jonghyun yanks kibum’s hand away.

“You stop it kibum! Leave me alone. I deserve this!”

With those words, kibum eyes widened with rage, he snatches the bottle away from jonghyun again and this time he succeeds, and before jonghyun could get it back he throws it to his left, causing the bottle to shatter into the wall and create a load smashing sound, it startled him but not as much as it startled jonghyun and his boyfriend who was standing by the door.

Seeing his lover’s actions minho dashed to kibum, holding out an arm to stop his boyfriend before the guy could slap jonghyun hard in the face.

“kibum” he calls out his lovers name softly, as if that would calm the blonde, but Somewhat it did.

“How many times do we have to tell you jjong? It wasn’t your fault. it never was, just because you didn’t answer his calls, it doesn’t mean you were responsible for his death, he may have been distracted from trying to reach you but you weren’t the one who hit him with the car jjong. So please stop this! I know you’re upset. We all are. no one wanted this to happen.” Kibum grunts implying the word ‘this’ to everything that was happening, not only the death of their hyung but the thing that was happening to jonghyun as well. The boy had been acting really really strange ever since jinki died, and it pissed kibum off, because he couldn’t even do anything to help his hyung at a time like this, on a situation like this.

he struggles out of minho’s hold, and when he was out. He released a deep heavy sigh and glared dangerously at his boyfriend before looking back to the boy on the bed.

“We all miss him, jjong” he said calmly. As he extended a hand to palm jonghyun on his shoulder or somewhere that might comfort the older guy, but he was stopped “You don’t understand kibum” jonghyun persist.

“Understand what?”said kibum, before pulling his hand back to his pockets.

“I answered his call” he said before he lower his head and covers both his eyes with his hands.

“What?” jonghyun can sense the great confusion in both minho and kibums voice.

He lets out a deep sigh, glancing up at the two and catching how confused they look.

“When hyung was hit by the car… he-he was on the phone-with… With me”

~o~

It was dark, the lights were off, and it was silent, not entirely silent because there were pants and low groans, jonghyun move forward again and again with every thrust the guy behind gave him. His cheek in opposite to the bed sheets, both hands holding on the bed header for dear life and his ass was sticking out in the air totally abused by all the shove and stabs of the other’s huge length on his hole.

It was painful, of course, but it’s not something he can’t handle. His lover’s length was bigger and he’s been having that shoved into his entrance almost every day.

A sudden guilt overtook all the pain in his ass when he remembered jinki, they’ve been ignoring each other for weeks, it’s been too long he already forgot the reason of the fight, but instead of remembering it and making up with jinki he’s here, being screwed senseless, by a guy he met two days after his and jinki’s big fight.

All those thought were suddenly cut off by a vibrating sound, coming from the table beside their creaking bed, jonghyun ignored his phone, he couldn’t answer it even if he wanted to, he’s busy minding his orgasm, he’s almost at his edge, and the phone could wait.

The vibrating didn’t stop, so jonghyun tried moaning loud to lessen the sound of vibration against the sturdy wood, when suddenly his moans weren’t needed anymore. The vibrating stopped, and when he cocked his head to his phone, it was no longer there.

“changmin, don’t answer the phone.” He said between pants.

“I know, I actually turned it off for you.” the other lied before placing the phone back to the table and going back to what he was doing, this time when he resumed the thrusts were quickened and it made jonghyun cry out in pleasure, the other hitting his spot repeatedly. It was not long when he yelled changmin’s name and came, and the other followed.

Both of them flopped on their back as they try to catch their breathes , and the phone beside them… was quiet… too quiet, like death.

~o~

Jonghyun could sense kibum’s anger as he watch the blonde’s hands shake, he looked up to both miho and kibum’s shock faces. And for a second he was lost for words.

“you…” kibum paused, only to take a deep breath “you… you fucking ASSHOLE!!” both  jonghyun and minho were surprised by kibum’s sudden outrage, it not as if kibum never got mad before, it was just that he never curse when he’s mad.

“kibum pls” jonghyun pleaded, he almost fell off the chair to kneel before his friend, but couldn’t.

“how could you jjong?!”

“kibum” this time it was minho who said it, his arms surrounding kibum, in an attempt to stop the boy from coming closer to jonghyun.

“you fucking…ahh!!! How could you!? All this time I… we thought you were innocent, we thought you were also a victim, for losing someone you love, no! You didn’t lose him jonghyun! You killed him!!!”

“kibum, stop” minho tried again, But his voice was never heard.

Kibum was struggling out of minho’s grip, but luckily minho was taller and stronger. “you’re right! You do deserve this! You should be the one in hyung’s place! He loved you jjong! I can’t believe you!” this time kibum were bursting into tears.

“I’m sorry” jonghyun mumbled softly, his head lowering in shame.

“You’re sorry?! Go die kim jonghyun!!! You don’t deserve forgiveness!!!” kibum flailed under minho’s clasp and was able to break free, he stopped himself from going near jonghyun because he could kill the boy right then and there, he walk to the door, stomping his feet angrily as he did.

Minho didn’t follow; instead, he watched his hyung sit there like a child being scolded. He took a step backward, when jonghyun stopped him.

“minho… help me..”jonghyun said

“hyung…”

“He’ll call me again, minho, im scared to death here, please make him stop”

“What are you talking about hyung?”

“jiinki…” jonghyun said, lowering his head again and covering his eyes with his free hand.

Minho sighed at the sight, thinking that his hyung has finally lost it, “I feel so sorry for you hyung” was all he said. As he make his way to the exit to follow his lover.

“minho… please” jonghyun pleaded softly but was not heard, the door closed and again he was alone… totally unprepared for what might happen this time…

~o~

“changmin… you answered my phone!?” he asked, anxiety evident In his voice when he saw jinki’s name in the received calls on his phone.. “And you didn’t turn it off? Jinki was on the other line… he… he was listening to us!” he yelled at the older who doesn’t seem to care.

“Why did you do that?!” jonghyun asked again, exasperated.

“He wanted to talk to you, I told him to wait, I think it didn’t reach his phone though” the other joked, and that was not funny, not funny at all, it worried jonghyun even more.

Jonghyun groaned as he stood up, grabbing his clothes from the floor, hastily putting them on and he exits the room.

And when he reached jinki, it was already too late.

~o~

The light above jonghyun created shadows on the floor and it included jonghyun’s, he recalled everything he’s done, and regretted it like hell.

He never should have shouted at jinki that night, he never should have listened to changmin when the other said he knew someplace nice and quiet, he never should have gave in when the other started stroking the bulge on his pants. He never should have left their apartment and he never should have ignored the call.

he realized everything was too late, regret is definitely useless right now, especially when his phone started vibrating, he lifted the device to his face, eyes widening when jinki’s name appeared on the screen, this was not the first time this thing happened, the first time it happened he thought it was some kind of frank,he tried ignored all the calls but it went on, when it started to creep himout he did everything to make it stop, he threw his phone away, it came back, he removed the batteries it still rang, he burnt the phone and still.. It rang… he got a new phone from kibum, a new number too. And here it is again…ringing.

And so he did what was left to do… with a click he pressed the phone against his ear and tried to listen… a few second he heard it.

‘jjong?’

He froze; it was him, his voice, its jinki

‘jjong… pls… Answer the phone’

Silence

‘jjong.. Answer the phone pls… Can we make up now? i… i miss you’

Then it was all silent, until he heard his voice, moans rather. This time jonghyun is brows furrowed and eyes closed, Feeling ashamed as he listened.

After hearing changmin’s name, there came this loud sound, it was so loud jonghyun almost threw the phone away.

Then he tried listening again, but this time it was all silent. He sighed and stiffened when he looked down, his heartbeat fast beating as he watch the floor, he couldn’t tell which of the two shadows on the floor was his, it was when the other moved closer to the other and only then did he realize that he’s shadow was the one on the left.

The other shadow moved near his, its face moving closer to his, until jonghyun could feel something ghosting against his cheeks.

He was frozen at the moment, he found it hard to breathe, and he couldn’t move.

“jjong?” was the last thing he heard, and everything was gone, and finally… he answered the calls.

-FIN-

pairing: onew/jonghyun

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