today marks the birth of one of the best friends ive ever had in my life. though times have changed, i still and always will cherish his friendship. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR. PRESIDENT.

love,
your VICE forever

night out with the girls at the KA house ( Read more... )

i hate when people say that they will be your best friend forever, then you go thru the roughest time in your life and they are gone. sure you were upset and wasnt trying to hear what you needed to hear..but fuck thats not what you need in times like that. you need a friend to tell you that youll be better and that they will come see you and that ( Read more... )

its hard to give and give and give and never receive. oh and pretend to be okay with it. just to make the love of your life happy..cuz thats all there is left to do. i mean he deserves to be able to be single cuz hes a newly initiated frat boy and he feels like he was always the one bending over backwards for me, but it doesnt make me happy. it ( Read more... )

HAPPY 2006 EVERYONE!

(its 12:31 am on Jan. 1, 2006 in the philipinnes)

december 31, 2005..damn maybe the most funfilled exciting emotional life changing year of my life is over ( Read more... )

wow first christmas not at my lola's house. first christmas with out my parents and sister. first christmas where i was the only one opening gifts. first christmas where i saw 2 instead of 50 gifts exchanged. first christmas where i played an active role in church. a lot of firsts ( Read more... )

man i dont know why i keep thinking the worst of situations. i think its cuz im so far away from everyone. im sorry baby for everything but you have to know that i did everything i did because i felt that i had to. i love you baby. i never wanna lose you or feel like im losing you ever again ( Read more... )

so im here in the philippines. i have had a lot on my mind lately so i had plenty of time to think about on the plane ride over here. so here goes my bitching and my sorries ( Read more... )

uuugggghhh!! i hate getting sick!