What?! Another post so soon?? What the hell is going on ( Read more... )

What the hell am I doing with my life?

Oh right, wasting it all away...woo...

I feel at one of my jobs, I've been there for long enough and built up the image of myself there to a particular point I can get away with doing so much less than everyone else. For every three hours I can get away with doing about an hour of work. I bet this can be applied for most others things if people don't watch over you as closely ( Read more... )

Hello friends, how ya doin?

been a while eh?

sooooo, yeah, well I got nothing.

I was driving home from band practice earlier and I was thinking about things I use to have to entertain myself when I was younger, and I decided to make myself a list of those things on here. This way I can see them and hopefully go back to revisit and enjoy them once again, feel like I did back then. Lets see ( Read more... )

Well I'm 23 now, and I have to say, I was gonna write a long entry being negative and complaining, but I decided against it because really, nothings changed (with the exception of being older).

Nothing with me is interesting, I'm boring, That's all.
I'm tired
and depressed I guess
and I'd really like to get better

that's all really

Lately I've been feeling dead inside,
Like my guts have dried up and died

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sooo, how about me not updating this much anymore?

whats up with that?

I was looking back at older posts and I've updated like 12 times in the past year.
woah, once a month or so, crazy

I don't really have anything else to say other then that

I've lost all motivation in life, depressing right?
weird.

SO my girlfriend got me a record player as a really early holiday present, and I have to say the past few days have been real shit. I mean generally horrible days, and so she gave it to me and it's made me so happy. I just hope the next couple days are not that bad, but I know that listening to some sweet jazz while I try to relax and not be ( Read more... )