Hi Jon. Whats up? I haven't seen you in a long time so I thought I would say hi. :) I see it was your birthday awhile back. So happy super late birthday. I was at churchills thursday but not until past 1 so i must have missed you. Its just not fun there the way it used to be. haha. See ya around. :) *Anne*
to whom it may consurnjonniedarkoOctober 17 2005, 19:42:37 UTC
Ive gone under ground. It's like I hit rock bottom and someone said "well at least it can't get any worse." then you find out that your dog has just died. Not one thing is working out as planed. In fact EVERYTHING is blowing up in my face. The kicker is there is not a thing that I can do to change any of this, so I go to my room and lock the door and hope for the best. No one has really noticed that I have done this my phone almost never rings any more everyonce in a while I will get an anonymous ghost from my past calling me to peak my head out. I know what is waiting out there for me but from time to time I still do peak my head out in hopes that something good might come of it but these days that can't be further from the truth. All good things must come to a screaching hult without any warning in my direction. It is getting to be about that time to hear from a ghost and I know what will happen if i answer the phone it would still be nice to hear the phone ring hear and there. I guess what I would like to happen is just not in the
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really. i didnt think anyone read this stuff anymore. who is this? why do people hide on these things? i know i shouldn't let it get to me but it really does keep me wondering. do i even know you? where did we last talk? is anyone even listening? or is this a joke because you people know that this gets to me? oh well i guess it will remain one of the great wonders of the world only to sink to the bottom of the ocean with all of the others. what is it about me that some people find attractive? latly i am only seeing the negitive but i guess thats just me mr. happy go fuckin lucky. besides i like complaments. till next time...
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Whats up? I haven't seen you in a long time so I thought I would say hi. :) I see it was your birthday awhile back. So happy super late birthday. I was at churchills thursday but not until past 1 so i must have missed you. Its just not fun there the way it used to be. haha. See ya around. :) *Anne*
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till next time...
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