okay so here it goes. are you ready? oh well cause here it goes. okay so i decided that i wanted some of those blue lights in my car that i see going down the street sometimes. so i call up Mark, and it went a little something like this ( Read more... )

in my chemistry class right now. it's the only time ive had to update lately. chad is in arkansas doing training for 30 days. other than that nothing much is going on. college is going good sorry i can't write more but i have to pay attention. bye ( Read more... )

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so after beeting resident evil 4 a couple of days ago everything else seems pretty boring. no game is going to get me so excited that i have to play it for at least four hours every night. i wish they made more good games like that. i think ill finish pikmin 2 but i just can't get into anything else right now ( Read more... )

so i bought the ticket to georgia to see chad's graduation. it was only $310.00. not bad. YEAH FUCKING RIGHT THAT WAS LIKE A THIRD OF MY SAVINGS. i wish i accually could say that wasn't bad. then i had to pay about $200.00 to stay for three nights in the hotel down there. i think i can make the money up in my savings account in time for next ( Read more... )

first and formost there is chad. read no further if you have heard the many depressing stories and care not to go on in my rambling again. so we are going out agian "officially" he asked me in his last letter. of course i said yes i mean i wouldn't care if he was like, "hey want to stay with me forever until the end of time." I'd say of course ( Read more... )

so i was heading to my night classes the other day and it was raining and i hit a big pot hole in the middle of the road. it was one of those pot holes that your like..ooooo that probubly would have done some major damage if i didn't have a well built car. so i keep driving and i notice that my alignment is a little bit off and im coasting to the ( Read more... )

i know i don't update my journal as much as i used to. it's not that i don't want to or there is nothing to say, it's that life is just really overwelming right now. and not just for me. it's were im at right now. i can't change it but i can't think about much of anything including writing in my journal on a regular basis but ill keep writing. ( Read more... )

well chad is gone again, and again i find myself sad and lonely. this feeling really sucks. it's like im crying inside all the time even if i don't cry on the outside. the first thing i think of when i wake up is when is he coming home agian? and when he does will he still care about me ( Read more... )

first of all i need to talk about chad. nothing has changed. he treats me a lot better now and i hope that when he leaves again he comes back soon. we've seen two movies since he's been back. we saw lemony snickets a series of unfortunate events and the incredables. both of them were really good. i want to read the lemony snicket series of ( Read more... )