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[jonny_juice_box]

today i sat at work, wanting nothing more than to curl into the fetal position and cry. I could only think about the future, and how i dont think i'll ever survive. Life never seemed this hard...i dont know why i'm seeing this now. But, there is no way i could posibly survive. People are too mean, life to way too dificult. I cant do it. I have no

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[jay_aivaz]

Maybe you could move out west to go to school... like, say, Las Vegas? There are a TON of people your age out there, who are strong members. If there's one thing I know for sure, it's the importance of having friends who are good and strong in the church. I wouldn't be here today if it weren't for them, as sad as that sounds. Another thing is, we all NEED to go through what you're going through right now. Remember what the Scriptures say... "You receive no witness (of anything) until AFTER the trial of your faith" it's all a part of life, especially in the Church. How easy would it be for you to abandon everything you now know and go down that same path you've seen countless friends go down? EXTREMELY easy. But would you be happy? In a purely carnal, physical sense, maybe. But spiritually, you would yearn for that greater light and knowledge that the Gospel brings. But you're right, the Ward is struggling. Maybe you could, and should search out a new one. The ward I'm in now, the 2nd ward, has a ton of kids your age, and

[iammeokgood]

Hey Jonny, What made you change your mind about your mission? Isn't that a realy important rite of passage for Mormon guys? ::love:: Danielle