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[jonnyjruss]

Crazy shit has been going down with me and my late nights. Once again can't talk about it but just give me a ring a ding ding and i'll tell you about it. Me and Chris has been talking about opening up some kind of grass cutting buessnes or something like that. Anyone here want to pay to see two hot guys with there shirts off moeing your lawn

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jon.

[jdangle27]

reply to your post pn my journal, im to lazy to go to it, but yah, i haven't even gone to the creekwalk in two weeks, and when i do, i dont even hang out with that group of people, the only "artistic" friend i hang out with would be amy, and yes, the depression is from stress, i may not have the most horrible life, but my mind is punishing me. i cant seem to be happy and all i can think about is getting a job and getting my car. i cant seem to do anything to make me happy, and being sad and contemplating suicide more than usual seems like depressed to me. i may not seem like i would be depressed a few years ago, but i am, my mom is, my uncle is, my grandma is, and guess what, my mother just told me that yes. it is genetic, so i probally got it from her. like it or not, im depressed and right now you have caused a lot of it. its just to much drama hanging out with you, it seems like there would be less, but its actually more. its just thinking about zac and why he has to be the way he is, why you seem to break the law

This is JOn under Chris's name

[chris2cmac]

Dude what the fuck justin all i ever hear you do is bitch now man. You want to talk about your fucking problems all the god damn time well hear goes mine

Re: This is JOn under Chris's name

[jdangle27]

fuck jon, fine, all i was a few days alone, we will hang out again in a few days, i just need to think man, thigns are depressing, i do try harder than you think, i go and i do put in applications even when you aren't there, i bitch jon because we are different people and you do things that i dont like and whn\en i ask you to stop, all you do is get mad, you dont reason anymore, and zac? im sorry, i really am, i dont want to lose you as a fan but you stuck up for zac and it wasnt ok for me to stand up for will or kim or even myself for that matter? all i did was apologize and tell him to chill out, i never meant to do all that, i really am sorry man and its a hard time for people, i am depressed and i cant help it, i try to feel better but it doesnt work 24/7, i breathe, i listen to music, i play bass, drums, guitar, i play video games, i talk to people and so forth, i just hate how you live without a care, but i do understand that its what you want to do, but if you invite me along, and i dontact like you and chris, but you

Re: This is JOn under Chris's name

[chris2cmac]

what is motha fuckin juicy j ..... theres like three but hey what can u say it happens o by the way i like that savage rap yeah its savage.yeah well found out im allergic to wasp got stung twice my fooot is swolen and my leg cramps up out of no were yeah its crazy.well shiut give me a holla on the celly welll im out
peace
j mar

Re: This is JOn under Chris's name

[jonnyjruss]

Well fuck to tell you the truth you have been pissing everyone off. The way you act like you are smarter than everyone in this damn world. You always got something to say or something to correct me about. Thats why I got a fucking dad. I shouldnt have to hear from my best friend that i am making him depressed and shit. I am tired of all this deppression shit. I don't understand how you can be like "love life" one day then the next write about that you are depressed. I don't like you when you are deppressed. ME and the whole group always remember you as the happy guy and thats why people like you is because you are always happy, and if I am making you deppressed then I guess I shouldn't hang out with you. I like hanging out with you thats why I see you as my best friend but if I am making life so hard for you then I just got to cut myself out of your life. Just find someone that you can kick it with that will make you happy and not depressed. I don't have much time to hang out because the freedom clock is ticking down. Think about what