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[jonsquared]

I'm not used to this. I'm confused. I'm stuck between desire and respect. I want a chance to prove myself ... why do I feel I have to? I need advice ... but my friends suck in that respect, at least the ones I talk to regularly. I've got one who's a typical male, a bunch who are married, and one who has no practical experience ... damn. I

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[gorgeousartgal]

You are so confusing you are confusing me. The desire, I get. But, the respect aspect... I am confused.

[jonsquared]

(whoops, think I posted earlier instead of replied)

Ok, a bit more specific then...

I'm excited about her, but she's busy and appears to need some space (without telling me directly, also confusing) ... so I am respecting that. Heh, why can't girls just say stuff directly? We guys end up looking like asses when we have to ask. It's new territory for me (never had to worry about it before), and so I just don't know how to handle it yet.

So much energy and no where to put it ... I'm going for a run :)