things are working out really well for me right now ( Read more... )

you know what?

i know i do a lot of stuff wrong and screw things up... but i really like myself, so i'm not going to change.

:/ ?

it seems as though everything is hitting me a little harder lately

i know everyone says this, but i'm so ready to leave high school and not deal with this stuff.

:/

i have to meet beck

right now i'm watching a movie and i'm confused about something that is none of my business in the first place. i sort of feel sorry for you, babe, because i think you're doing something that you don't want to do. if i know you and i think i do. i have a scholarship thing on saturday for something with uncc and i couldn't be more nervous, ( Read more... )

i want to...
1. drink more water
2. lose weight
3. decorate my room again
4. finish something
5. reaaaddd
6. learn to cook

so, i have to write about this because i'm julie and it's what i usually talk about and what not...but i'm very happy right now. because most of the time i just want to be around markus and he's the very first guy who i've met who i want to cling to. shame on me. he is wonderful ( Read more... )

:)

i feel really foolish
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to make things short:
i'm mad
and i'm frustrated
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everything is really stupid right now