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i'm at sandy's house right now and there's not really anything to do. This weekend i got a lot done. i've read 200 pages of anna karenina and i sort of like it but the part about the broken horse back is really gross and i can't stop thinking about it. we looked at a bunch of my dad's old photo albums which were really funny and my dad took us ( Read more... )

today we celebrated my dad's birthday for the third time ( Read more... )

just let me be your friend asshole!
it turns out things that i think are funny are really mean!
>:O

nasty. aaah i feel bad, like i'm a failure or something. but then sometimes i don't feel bad at all, and i feel relieved. i'm pretty sure that i got exactly what i wanted out of things, and right now i'm getting everything i asked for, but it doesn't seem fair because i don't feel like i deserve things perfectly the way i want them, and i feel ( Read more... )

i take it back

it's really really hard
:(

.................................................
i don't know what's wrong with me
i feel bad and i dislike a lot of stuff
i miss erin like crazy
i'm done with girl with the pearl earring which and great and it's a really interesting book if you like art and are a girl
i can't wait to find something by gary soto though
:)

everything
is
amazing

:)

who has good news too?

i cleaned off my bookshelf today
:D

LIST:
-READ Anna Karinina and GWPE
-CLEAN room and playroom
-DRIVE MORE !
-EXCERSIZE lose 5 lbs
-ORGANIZE SCRAPBOOK JUNK