The weekend is over!
I have successfully :

• written my paper in one sitting (which is literally near perfection and almost ready to turn in)
• written my speech (which I am about to practice). I'm not worried about the stupid speech, because the one I did last time was worse that completely horrible. So this one should go well.
• studied for Geology - ( Read more... )

will be very very busy

• write english paper due monday
• write/practice speech due monday
• film due tuesday
• art project due tuesday
• study for geology test on monday

I studied so hard for my geology lab exam and I think I made an 80 on it :)
Me and Melissa W are discussing the Disney College Program and what the Black Eyed Peas really mean by "Mix you milk with my coco puff"

cynical thoughts inside my own mind, today was good. =] its too late for details. i'll try not to suck so bad.

Today was one of the best days I've had in a while.
I have my God and my Garrett.
Now I just have to get my A's.

i am a sinful creature
i am undeserving
i am worthless
but you have sent me a wonder.
amazement wrapped in a skinny boy body.
me and him, together, are growing in you.
i am a sinful wretch
but i am trying
i am undeserving
but you give me another chance
i am worthless
but he still paid a price
so i could say that
i am yours.

is there a seperation between me and God ( Read more... )

Its been almost a week and a half since the last time I posted.
In short, my life is good but I'm not. Im ruining my own life.
How you ask?
Because my heart isnt right with God.
And I cant fix it. I cant get my act together.
*Puts revolver next to temple*

today started late but it was great
I was Tim's today. I had great fun.
then i came home and had a hard discussion with garrett.
and all my insecurites are coming back
and i dont know if i should end things to save myself pain in the future
or shut up and hope for the best.

I had to say goodbye to Garrett today. It was really cute actually, we kissed and said goodbye in the rain ( Read more... )