Trying to Understand...messy_n_moodyMarch 3 2005, 01:15:15 UTC
June, I love Selina to death, but your sister is right... you need to ask yourself what it is about Selina that you love that you still want to stand beside her after everything that has been done. I think both of you need to figure things out. What I just don't understand is what all this is about... space? cold feet? or dying love...? Selina has told me that she thinks you just need her... and that's why you feel like you must be with her... are you truly inlove with her or are you just use to her... that you feel like you need her around? Or is it Selina that doesn't know what she wants that she is making excuses for her actions...? I just don't know... I want to be there for both of you, but i don't even know what to think. Maybe it is just time apart, (and i don't just mean distance) with no communication whats so ever, that both of you need. But besides being apart does that mean time yourselves or time with other people
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Neither of us is right or wrong its what we both( selly and I) feel about this certain topic, And I for one want to apologize for getting stuck between all this "drama". Youve been nothing but helpful and Im utterly grateful for all your kind words. as for do I love her or just feel like I need her, Id like to believe that I do love her and my heart is totally devoted to her, but Ive never ever cared for anybody else to that extreme so though I really believe I love this girl, I guess there could be a chance that I may feel like I need her. As for the not talking and taking time apart, I believe if that happens ONe of us will fuck up, And Im only saying that because Im a sucker for romance and knowing that someone could care about me in a time where I need Care, support, love, the most Im helpless. I must admit last night I felt great when she told me thatt she couldnt see herself with anybody else but me, Its been a while and I trully missed that. the truth is if she decides to go to college anywhere else but CALI. it wont work. .
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Hey Crazy if you have time and its totally chill with your man could you and me get together and talk about my fucked up life?. You were always a good listener and Im sorry our friendship has taken a plunge, but still friends right? you got a friend in barracks 225 rm 313.
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