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jordan_howe

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Dec 18, 2004 09:02

i feel like the most alone person in the whole world. everything i say and feel makes no sense, i seem to be so selfish and unhappy with life but when i look at it- its all my own fault. i feel like the only thing im good at is hurting other people. i wheel them in with my good times then go insanely emotional on their ass and hurt them. i dont ( Read more... )

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forevermyheart December 18 2004, 21:26:08 UTC

hey babe! i know exactly how you feel, although i wish that i couldn't relate. just stay strong girl and if you need to talk to someone and you feel like no one is there, call me. i miss you and i'm here for you. maybe you could hang out with me and the girls sometime over the break. i love you!

"and Jesus im ready to come home"
i love that song <3.

jordan_howe December 18 2004, 21:35:46 UTC

wow thanks- i would really like to hang out with u guys and have a good time! love you!

livelife_swim December 19 2004, 01:27:42 UTC

jordan! i miss you terribly! we need to hang out more and catch up on old times!!! MUCH LOVE

anonymous December 19 2004, 21:51:22 UTC

Jordan... I know how you feel, but trust me you are an awesome person and everyone has moments like this. You need to trust yourself and realize that you cant change stuff that has already happened, just try to make the best of every situation. You're alot of fun to hang out with and you are beautiful both inside and out... There are a ton of people who care for you, so even though you feel alone you aren't.

anonymous December 20 2004, 02:00:50 UTC

i hate when people say "i totally understand."
thats so lame.
i love you jordan. and im here.
but you already knew that
loveeeee-emily

xobitelipsxo December 20 2004, 06:43:50 UTC

i love you dear. and im praying for ya and the whole situation. i came to char tonite but i totally forgot i didnt have ur number so i couldnt get a hold of you but i think im coming to back wed for a dance party so we should hang out. had fun last week hanging out with u hope ur week goes good and remember im always here for you if u need anything.<3!

jordan_howe December 20 2004, 21:01:35 UTC

i love all of you guys and everyone who is there for me... i know i make things so big but its just how i feel- but i do know you guys r there for me and i reallllllyyyyy appreciate it! emily you are my love and life! and shanda i really want to hang out again!