Ok then. This song is by a band called Haste the day. Go download it. It goes from super metal to mellow emo style music. Here are the lyrics ( Read more... )

A few fags decided to spray paint my car last night. The entire right side is covered in Silver and black spray. I want to brerak a few fingers. Fortunately, my insurance covers vandalism, so I will be paying little to nothing for the paint job. Everything happens for a reason. The car needed new paint anyhoo ( Read more... )

He laid emeralds in her eyes, oh but I'd already tried ( Read more... )

I'm quite happy with most of my life. Everyone gets sad every now and then. Anyhoo. I am glad i'm leaving this godforsaken wasteland. I don't ever want to come back. But I will come back for Christmas because I love my family. Yep. I'm going to practice now. Everyone have a good night.

Being hopeful is never a good idea.

Today was possibly one of the best days that i've had all year. Yep. I am happy.

I'm looking forward to the mainland. I haven't been there in six years. I go first to The tour thingy, then to Florida to work for my older brother, then to Mi in March. Once I hit the mainland, i'm not coming back for a while. There isn't any point of that. I'm really exited. Whooo!!!

Hypothetically speaking; suppose there is a girl that you are in love with, but you know she could never love you. What do you do? What do I do? Fuck. I get weak every time I see her. I guess this isn't so hypothetical. That's my dilemmachine. Turning off feelings is no simple thing.

and our lives seem so small.

The show on Saturday sucked. Playing with the new guy is like having my arm torn off and put back on. Only now I can't feel my arm. Yep. That about sums it up.

PS: I haven't had a drink since Saturday. My head is completely clear. I enjoy this feeling. And to all of you kids going away for college, good luck and have fun!!!!