Somedays I feel like staying in bed all day and just sleeping. Somedays I feel like staying in bed and crying all day, and somedays I just feel like laughing. I think I'm losing my mind, and things that I want always seem to be just out of my grasp. I can see them there but I can't reach them. It's a sick joke that someone is playing on me and it ( Read more... )

Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go ( Read more... )

Well, things are okay I suppose. I'm a little disappointed with tonight turn out, but tomorrow I'm going to see Mean Girls with Ciara and some other people, that should be fun. Thing are looking up I think. I feel the spark of a new flame in the love department but I hope I don't get let down again... Oh well. Also I noticed something--- today I ( Read more... )

Well, I guess I was confused. I thought I had this weird feeling that things were finally going to be better. I was wrong. I feel so weird about everything about me and I feel insignificant to everyone. I guess I'm just not going to worry about it, thing might work out, might not ( Read more... )

Well, I spent my spring break in Florida, it was okay I suppose. Emily was being really rude to me the whole time and I don't really know why. It bothers me because we've been really good friends for a long time, but I guess it will work out. Sunday was Easter and also my birthday! Yay. There's not much to say except I think I'm finally going to be ( Read more... )

Well, I didn't go to school today. I woke up this morning and felt like someone had beaten the hell out of my with a baseball bat in my sleep. I could barely move. I did finally get up around 10:30 or so...Just in time to watch The Price Is Right. I wonder how old Bob Barker really is. It seems like when I used to watch that show with my grandma ( Read more... )

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Well, I haven't updated in a couple of days and we all know what a travesty that is. I mean, I know EVERYONE reads my journal, lol. So anyway, yesterday Jimison decides that he's going to change his name to Jim Nasty and that I should change mine to Jay Nasty or Jor Nasty. Well that doesn't sound like such a good idea to me, but whatever ( Read more... )

Well, today was fun. I got up this morning around 8 I guess and took a shower. Then we had to meet my some of my family and we went to Winterplace. It was fun but there were a ton of people there. I saw Ciara and we hung out for about an hour or an hour and a half I guess. It was cool. I also planned to go out to eat with Emily at C.R. Thomas's, ( Read more... )

Well, things seem to be turning up. I am relatively happy lately. I mean, I hate my job and I am getting another one which I will probably hate even more than the one that I have now, but aside from that things are fine. I'm a wee bit on the lonely side, but that's perfectly fine by me, I don't need anyone - nor do I have the desire to be with ( Read more... )