realize what you have because once its gone.... their is no comming back.....tonight is going to be a long night i hate this... i fucking want to just ...

i feel sick to my stomach i hate this .... i dont even know whats wrong with me now i just i dont even know i just want this to go away i hope this ends or i will end it... i fuck hate my self i hope everything changes in me fast... i fucken cant stand this im going fucken crazzy again i dont like it at all i cant even go a day with out feeling ( Read more... )

ahh im so ehhh today was alrighty.... i hope things stop bothering me so much is always going on in my head.... its gay but see the thing is i dont even know what is making me sad half the times... i act so happy yet idk.... i love caroline so much and idk i hope it works out... idk my mom is driving me crazzzy she needs to back the fuck off.... we ( Read more... )

hmm lets see how this year goes... today was awesome i saw a bunch of people i havent seen all summer....it was cool idk though just been thinking alot im confused but im sick of waistng my time worring about shit so im just goignt o let it go and not worry about crap... i hope things go ok and yeah but i wont know till then im sick of being ( Read more... )

love--- being in love is the best feeling in the world.... not being able to picture your self or anyone else and not wanting to be around anyone else... having the person you love be your best friend also ,.. telling them anything and knowing they wont jugde you or tell anyone... having the time of your life just being with th person wether your ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder if its all a dream or if your really with me... your to perfect ... only time will tell .... i could star into your beautifull eyes all night long no words needed to be said....

i <3 you...

hey... so i cant wait for school to start it will be interesting to see what happens this year ..... anyways im verry happy right now.... everything is going awesome... i have freeking awesome friends and an amazing girlfriend.. im so glad i have her she is freeking awesome and i love her....yeah yeah so im going to mexicxo this weekend lol fun ( Read more... )

screw you i hope you die ....

ok ... wow im pissed i feel so shitty and i fucken hate how people can be so immature and stupid.... i have so much on my mind that i cant even begin to type it... idk ill right in this later after i think bout shit and i hope you 4 people that i hate think about the things you did and what will happen when school starts ..... just bring it ( Read more... )

well lj even though i havent written in it is still pissing me off cuz gay ass people wont leave me alone... anyways life is great idk i mean i have to have fun right its going to be my last year oh high school... but .... im scared... what will happen after im out?? will she still be with me?? i dont know im so confused i love her and its crazzzy ( Read more... )