I'm hearing what you say but i just can't make a sound
you tell me that you need me, 
then you go and cut me down, but wait, 
you tell me that you're sorry, 
didn't think i'd turn around, and say...
it's too late to apologize, it's too late...

pshh.

ahhhh!!!!! HE just looooves to piss me off
yea i do it then he hugs me THEN he completely ignores me...thats not what i wanted thats not what i had in mind
why do they always do this??? 
its so stupid and rude.
ahahaha im so mad.
yepp.

wow, noone, whatsoever, does not read my journal, i can literally ogul that...but anyways i'll still post ( Read more... )

yaya, so lately it has been difficult, life has.
nothing really going on in my life, cept having fun with david & the landrover is fixxxed!
ohhh but ive been riding my horse a lot lately, thats reaaaaal good :]]
Last night was fun with megan, austin, & david, woee

school today sucked, although i passed my english test well over with a 97, ehhhh.
some people just dont understand my feelings..
i miss someone, terribly...why the hell did things have to end like this???
i'm falling away...from my past.

so sad...its so exotic how life can be soooo wonderful and happy and then not soon after it gets depressing.
Yea sooo im worried about school, the grades...and im continuing with english tutoring, thank God..i missed it.
who the heck kills cats for fun..???
off to math hw.

Heeeeeey, so i just got back from Lubbock today...im exhausted from flying...yea and waking up at 5 while going to be at 1am....and doing things nonstop in lubbock. It was cool to see my sister, yea i hadnt seen her since summer..wow. We ate a lot...that is for sure, haha. But yea i guess you could say i was homesick...reallly homesick, so im glad ( Read more... )

This weekend was soo exciting yepp.

Went to Harlingen with Jeff, Shelby, Bella for her bday...haunted house=niiiiiiice.

School today sucked, i dont know why, but it just did, and then its now slowly getting better.

I may get my braces off tomarrow...i hope to God that i do...if i dont i think i might just fall and die.

Ooooooo Friday was soo much fun, i havent had THAT much fun in awhile :D

But yeaaa, this weekend was lots of fun, and i cannnttt wait for next week= getting braces off, and Lubbock!

hm, im so sad right now, listening to sad music, i really dont know why, it doesnt even make me feel better. So i may get a job at Banana Republic if i turn in the app. this week...they're hiring for Christmas, woop!