My beginning of a breakthrough

May 15, 2006 00:30

Usually, when i update my journal, i say things are great, here's what i've done since last time i updated. But this time, i need to get some things out in the semi-open and i need to vent a little. so, this might be the most disorganized, longest journal entry ever, but i think it will help people who may have some of the same issues as i do. So ( Read more... )

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beanmachine May 15 2006, 11:55:05 UTC
I started writing you a comment...but it was really long, so I'm emailing you it instead. Later!!

<3 Nichole

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mandiejay May 15 2006, 13:29:28 UTC
All I can say is: I'm sorry.

I'm sorry things aren't going well for you, I'm sorry you feel the way you do. If I could make it all go away, I would.

No matter what, I still consider you to be my best friend, and I'm hoping you feel the same way. I know things majorly changed once you got back from Florida, but I didn't mean to make you feel the way you did. I know we already talked it all out, and I thought we moved past it, but, did we really? I hope you're not still mad at me, and if you are, we need to continue talking about it until it's all worked out...

I ♥ you Jori, a lot. You're an awesome person and my life wouldn't be the same without you! I know we don't see each other an aweful lot anymore, or even talk on a regular basis, but never think I don't love you. I will always be here for you.

Life kinda just got in the way. You're living in Jenison and I'm back in Muskegon. You have school and babysitting, and I have SUPERCUTS. Life got too busy, but I can make time if you can make time ( ... )

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jori May 16 2006, 03:32:07 UTC
I LOVE YOU MANDA PANDA ( ... )

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frosty000 May 15 2006, 16:29:06 UTC
Jori, you are an amazing girl and everytime we hangout i have nothing but fun with you. Im so sorry that you are having these problems, and i hope that i wasnt one of those girls that have made u feel bad about yourself or have backstabbed you. I know we dont hangout as much as we used to, but i still think ur a cool girl and i want you to know that if u ever need anyone to talk to or anything at all im there for you...ALWAYS. I hope everything works out with you and Jon because i believe that you two will be together forever and i hope i can be a part of your life for that long too. Hang in there girl. Lets hangout sometime soon ok? I love you Jori.

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jori May 16 2006, 03:33:22 UTC
You were not really in the group of backstabbers so don't worry about that. I'm moving to coops in july so i'll be a lil closer if you want to come and hang out. just let me know! I'll copy and past what i told manda ( ... )

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frosty000 May 16 2006, 03:42:00 UTC
Jori im glad u vented, and its good that you did. Holding all of those emotions in for so long is why you are feeling the way you do now..but you're a strong girl and can get through anything. I would love to come and visit you in Coops this summer!! Just let me know when would be a good time. Ok? <3 you :-)

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randimarie May 16 2006, 15:46:53 UTC
jori...just remember what does not make you weaker only makes you stronger in the end! hold your head up high.... you will make it! miss seeing you!

*randi*

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