the yuppie inside

[josephine]

i was awake at 5am. lay there for an hour, with a stomache ache as usual, annoyed to see someone else asleep, and freaking out about the gre, which i did not study for last night as intended. i did learn a little multiplication though, so at least i made minor progress. also, i totally unnecessarily shared a small chair with someone who didn't

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[carosene]

insomnia has always been my body's way of dealing with anxiety. I was alright with it in undergrad, when I didn't have to be completely awake in class, but it's really getting to me as a grad student. Every single time there is something even remotely exciting/worrisome/new/whatever the following day, I can't get myself to sleep at all. It doesn't even have to be a bad kind of anxiety - for example, every time I have to travel somewhere, I don't sleep the night before. It sure puts a damper on my day, I'll tell you that much.

if you find a solution, let me know...

[izzybelly]

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