Do you realize how hard it is to act straight around your family when you are really really fucked up......Yeah it ain't pretty! I just spent the past two hours doing it and it was not fun... Scott and I smoked out his truck yesterday, well this morning really. I don't know how to roll a joint! please God endow me with the power to roll a joint

Bi...how can I be bi? It's so fucked up! I'm not bi!!!!! I don't know what to do. I'm gay! I'm happy being a faggot. I worked so long to come to terms with it and after I finally do it has to go and fucking change.