It's been a long time since I could say that I honestly can't remember how many people I've fucked in the last week.

It might be easier to win games if I stopped showing up to them hungover.

Tu ruines tout ce que tu touches.Why waste so much time and anger telling me what I already know? Oh, well; it is for your peace of mind. Et si tu m'hais a cause que t'es pas moi, what am I supposed to do with that? Here, look, have this skin, I don't want it anymore. I'd throw in my heart, if I had one. Have this lying tongue, have these ( Read more... )

I keep having the same dream. In this dream a doctor tells me I am dying, some sort of sex disease from the first time, when I was eleven. I have to call everyone I have been with (that I can remember and whose name I know) and tell them. I call each person and I say to them, 'this is how things are, you may have this. it may kill you ( Read more... )

Upsetting, isn't it, when you do your best to tell people that what they accuse you of is not true, and they do not listen? Poor Mike. I cann't imagine how awful that must be ( Read more... )

I think it is...interesting, how things keep happening around me, people keep talking, alliances keep shifting, and none of it comes from me. I will take the blame for the things I've done, but not the rest. Work out your own messes. Leave me alone.

Break is soon. Break is soon. Break is soon ( Read more... )

I'm feeling somewhat like a 13 year old girl these days. I'm not entirely sure what's going on in my life anymore, which I think is pretty much a theme around here. I hope everyone is okay, or will be.

I don't know what the hell is going on, but Mike, I think you and I need to talk.

je suis désolé.

Sweden is cold, and the people don't seem dazzled by my charm and beauty in the way I usually expect. Also, the wine sucks. After hauling out all the awful furniture, my new apartment has a mattress and paper plates, and I'm not wild about the mattress ( Read more... )