Well I had a ball last night. It felt great. Besides the hilrious "Dawsons Creek" episode it was a totally chill night (yeah I said totally chill what now motherfuckers?). Thanks to everyone invovled it was really fun. Yee haw.

Light beer makes me piss alot.

Well I got up this morning and went to say goodbye to a friend. I prob shouldnt have been on the road cause I totally wasnt paying attention to what I was doing. But when I got there it didnt seem real. I couldnt believe I was standing above a man that alittle more than a week ago was standing right infront of me, talking and holding a beer. I ( Read more... )

Well I can succeed at fucking up just about everything I do. I dunno whats wrong with me, I try to be a good person. I try to be a caring, selfless, idealistic, understanding, respectful, young man and its gotten me nowhere. I dunno what to do. I dunno if my timing has just been off or if its me, I have no idea and I'm starting not to care anymore ( Read more... )

Well got up today and went to say goodbye to a friend. I was half way successful in this effort, we'll see what happens this week. It was nice cause I wasnt alone and that meant alot. It was a nice morning, peaceful, kinda of melancoly, but not depressing. My thoughts often drifted thinking about the past, black boots, that steel lunchbox all those ( Read more... )

Well I'm back, got in abit ago from the mudhole that the camp turned into. I came home and checked the messages on my phone and I had quite afew. Most tho were to notify me that a young man I graduated with, Graham Hill, was killed in a motorcycle accident earlier this week. I've been away like I mentioned and had noway of knowing until now. I ( Read more... )

Well I'm back for the night here after camping. I just wanted to come home and clean up seeing how were 45mins away. Thats really the only thing I dislike about rendevous, no consistant reliable shower and the gross "hooters" as they are affectionatly called, no one knows why, they just are. We even discused this in camp, who came up with the name ( Read more... )

Well this is my 1st one of these and I'm sure I'll be the only one reading it, but hey I'll get a kick out of it. Its weird to me, I've never really kept a journal or anything along those lines. But now with the constant flux that is the life of a 20 year old person I think it nessacry to be more open with the world and more importantly myself. I ( Read more... )