had a good new years. i'm really exhausted from this break. i had a really good time, but got random sleep whenever i had time too. christmas was alright. got to see my grandfather ( Read more... )

something is keeping me up. it fucking sucks. i need to get up to go to the mall tommorow to return some christmas clothes that don't fit and use my bullmoose gift card. i'd like to do that relatively early (like 4 pm), but i have a feeling i wont wake up until then ( Read more... )

im really depressed right now. i don't even have a clue why. i had a good night and everything. i think this happens whenever i stay up late. i've had so much anxiety lately, i can't remember being it this bad in a while. i'm trying to make myself not see this as a negative thing but just as something i need to get over. it just sucks when i've had ( Read more... )

i know if i don't update this thing i won't get around to it for another few weeks. i'm sitting here trying to finish up some lyrics to a new song the burden finally finished. things are going well ( Read more... )

shit. i need to write in this thing right now. mostly cause my paper journal is too far away (upstairs right now). i am so fucking tired but i miss so many of my friends right now. work was hard this week with a lot of the old people not being around. i miss jason the most i think. i need to go visit him this summer and hang out with him. he's ( Read more... )

figured i'd update this. i've been busy for a while. haven't had a lot of time to myself lately. been doing lots of booking, work, hanging out with friends, going to shows, and smoking tons of cigaretts ( Read more... )

well the last week i have been in hebron, NH, with my work while we ran a 4 day spring camp for kids from 5th to 8th grade. it was insane, but it was a blast. one of the girls that works with me told me that all the girls in the camp made a top hottest guys list (the guys working at the camp) and that i was in the top four. i thought it was funny. ( Read more... )

i dont think i have updated this in a while. i've been meaning to but i've been so busy lately. i'm really starting to miss some of my friends i haven't seen in a while and i value them more when i see them. this past week i worked every day (including saturday and sunday), so it was a pretty busy weekend, but it was a good time ( Read more... )

well i'm posting this from work. last friday, burdens will be broken (my new band) a.k.a. the burden played their first show. it was a blast. we got second place at the battle of the bands in somersworth and 20-30 kids got kicked out for moshing, but nevertheless it was a lot of fun. we got a few more shows coming up in march. i have to say ( Read more... )

my resolution for the new year is to severely lessen my caffeine intake. if you know me well you'd know that basically the only thing i drink is soda. i did some "research" and soda is a lot worse for you than most people know. so... i decided i am going to limit myself from caffeine from now on. in the last 24 hours i had one soda, besides that i' ( Read more... )