she hates me.
but alex loves me
so that makes me sad and happy
more sad then happy though. cuz it sucks.

i guess its true. i make people smile because their smiling while laughing at me. but its smiling nonetheless. to people at work im the "asshole" of the department. yeah right, they just dont like me cuz im the best in the department and they suck. i cant help it that im soooo good at my job. haha. i am who i am, some people like it yet some people ( Read more... )

yay guys! im back in the gutter! not only did i have a breakdown a couple of days ago about my grandma lily. but yesterday i found out my grandma helen has exactly what my grandma lily had. yeah thanks. im scared, i dont want to go through it all again. but i feel like its still gonna come. i feel bad for my dad cuz he doesnt do so well when he has ( Read more... )

For those of you who are not aware, Donna the girlfriend of Anthony of Life in Numbers, has lost her father. He passed away last night. there will be a benefit show tomorrow Wednesday, September 1, 2004 at STudio S, in his memory, to help raise money for the family to help them with funeral cost and anything else. In this time of need Donna and her ( Read more... )

im updating cuz mookie told me to and she said if i dont shes gonna kill me. so i thought to myself...death?? or typing a few lines on lj?? yeah, i decided to pick this option ( Read more... )

bug juice owns my life ( Read more... )

hello people ( Read more... )

Dr. Lily B. Guevara
November 30, 1930-April 27, 2004

i love you
:(

guys, i wouldnt ask you to pray unless it was very important and honestly right now its really important ( Read more... )

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