Comments | josh_williams: i went out tonight

josh_williams

i went out tonight

Mar 04, 2004 02:59

One major downer is when one day you look yourself in the mirror and think to youself, I hate me. Hey, every other person in your life can think that your great, and have good things to offer, but when you dont believe in yourself it doesn't fucking matter. I feel like shit. Not all the time, but a fair ammount. I don't like what I do. I don't like ( Read more... )

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blucypher March 4 2004, 04:31:42 UTC

sorry to hear it, dude. lemme know if I can do anything to help.

starlitestarlet March 4 2004, 09:09:36 UTC

i don't know how much it will mean....but i have so much respect for you.

you know it's odd...i've known you most of my life (who else can I talk to about miss june?)...but it feels like we never really moved past aquaintences.

we should hang out. :) ya know...sometime...when we're in the same city.

it's a good idea. i swear. :) i think we'd have a lot to talk about.

i hope today is good. and tomorrow gets even better. :)
love, lindsay

remember jonnydee March 4 2004, 13:01:37 UTC

Hey Josh,
If this is the person I think it is, then I remember you from high school as being anything but the above listed. Though I didnt know you well in high school, i do remember in our few chance meetings, you bing a pretty down to earth, respectable guy. Im a pretty damn good judge of charactor, and if there was a shady bone in your body, id have picked up on it right away. ill conclude that your rant seems as nothing but a drunken night gone horribly wrong. take care of yourself.

anonymous March 4 2004, 18:07:28 UTC

you don't know me, but i more than know where you are coming from.

the truth is you can't escape the life you've made, there is no turning back.

i think in order to get back to a place where you respect yourself is to come out of this place content...not textbook "happy" or "sucessful"...but content.

good luck...because one thing i am sure of is that anyone can do it. it just takes time and patience...the rest will come.

ucfalexia27 March 5 2004, 09:49:27 UTC

Hey love, all I can tell you is that I think we all have been at a point in our lives when we don't really like the things we've done or who we've become, once you reach that point and recognize it, you're already almost past it. If you don't like it, change it. We both know you can. You have your faith and your family (and me if you want my help) to get you through all this craziness that life throws our way. Take care of yourself and call me for anything anytime...
Love, Alexia